you light up

2009-06-26T21:05:00.000-07:00

MJ's dead. Gosh, i still cant believe it. May Allah take good care of him now

3rd week of holidays had been superrrbbbbb. Had Singapore International Water Week duty at Suntec till Thursday. I had to be the liaison officer for a buyer in India. He is sucha nice guy mann. Managing his meeting schedules wasnt as tough, but re-scheduling postponed meetings is a pain in the ass. Almost all the sellers were late for the meetings and we ended up talking amongst ourselves first till they arrive. All in all, the SIWW experience is awesome~ Especially the Water Leaders Summit part. hah OH! and my principal just bought a Blackberry for himself! grr

Friday, 26th June 2009. It's my 2nd sis birthday!

HAPPIE 13TH BIRTHDAY NEDDIE~

Went to shop for a few stuffs before heading to grandma's. She's the most awesomest. She even gave me her Orange juice drink that my uncle bought for her. She's sucha sweetheart. i love her much

Cuzzin Eva is growing so much more bigger btwww, gosh

Towards the late afternoon, met with Y.O.U. and something magical unfolds from there (:

I just love the way your eye sparkle through the night.

Goodbye whoever.

2009-06-14T05:39:00.000-07:00

Last couple of days have been amazing beyond expectations. will elaborate on a later date.

Time check: 8.37pm

Will be going for a run at about 9pm. Gonna pack for camp now. yikes kinda not in the mood for camps. oh well.

JUST MAKE DO WITH WHAT U HAVE NOW. DO IT ONCE, DO IT GOOD.

In a nutshell..
Joined cavebaby to participate in YOG.
Clients' meeting was kelakar-seram.
Had much fun with jr. and seniors during the 30-something people gathering.
Dhoby Ghaut run was funny-crazy.
The sand and sunset was spectacular.
Waffles never tasted better.
IVP is an eye-opener.
PC Show is filled with gazilion humans.
Ride home yesterday was unforgettable.
Coming days are something to look forward to.
Thank goodness i managed to sleep-in today.

My life's awesome. (: ah! and my mum is good in search-n-find. YAY!

OH! and something/ someone wonderful is coming here at precisely 10pm tonight. CANT WAIT! HEHHhh ((:

(Photos of past events will not be posted here. will send to ya all thru fb bla3)

BUIBUI C:

I feel like someone's watching over me.

2009-06-07T22:30:00.000-07:00

Hello earthlings. What could a 18 year old girl possibly do on a Monday afternoon at precisely 1.30pm in the hot and sweltering afternoon?

Sleep sounds like a tempting option.Harh

Okok, weekends have been great. Finally had a super good breather spending time with people who matter most. Playin blokus with shoe n fau was fun. we shud play again sometym soon. shopping at vivo is madness, all the walking is making me tired. ahhh, and i received a good-luck charm from a friend, yay! A unique blend of red, green and yellow. (:

Exams are over, and everything looks a tad better now. I wanna learn how to driveeeeeeeeeee

Okay, i have a feeling this holidays gonna be awesome. The amount of work to be done, FYP, submissions, presentations doesn seem that scary after all. Only thing that scares me is FYP presentation to clients this Thursday. GOD..

I wanna meet my bestie. Shez having her presentation to her whole cohort tml. I need to meet her and we can have waffles together like we used to =(

Hmmm, im feeling abit lethargic. I guess 'Monday Blues' really lived up to its name huh?

I love coldplay. i wanna watch korean dramas. i wanna bake. i wanna swim! and rollerblade and fly kite with ya! HAHAHA random or waaaaat

Hey swimming partner, when u freee sms me when u are okayyy

Moving on.

This post is being written without any sense of direction nor it is typed for any apparent reason.

I AM JUST PLAIN BORED. gahhhhh

OKAY. Gotta change mode to FYP mode. like nowwwwwwww

Au Revoir.

2009-06-07T08:41:00.000-07:00

hahaa been a long time since i appeared myself here.

I realized how busy i got, and to think im spending most of the time doing the most unimportant things and neglecting others, just sucks. nvm holidays are finally here

Exams are finally overrrr wuhooo~

Its 15mins to 12am and im so so damn tired. had sakura dinner with sgbg and co.

his whole lot of friends are a funny bunch.

hmmm nothing much to update. last week has been hellish plus a lot of 'suay' incidents.

current stats: wanna try something new, and stick to it.

&& i think i just found the best partner to spend my supercrazy life with.

Everything's changing

2009-05-14T06:42:00.000-07:00

At precisely eight am this morning, i went for a run around my neighbourhood. Brings back alot of memories running that route. By the time i reached home, i looked like a dead lifeless chick-en.

It's taking a toll on me. And i hate IT.

Seriously there's nothing much to talk about here. Oh, finally had a decent more-than-5 seconds and definitely not the typical hi-bye kinda conversation with Fad. Such a sweet coincidence.

For the first tym in year 3, i missed morning class on wed. And i officially hate Tuesdays. AND Thursdays. Why these 2 days? Had super freaking intense brain-squishing problem-based tutorials from MICE module. And thurs well, we have IT and gotta bring extra 1.8kg of weight in my bag coz of the fuhreakin lappie top.

But Wed's a treat. Kena interviewed by this Japan Channel asking feedback about our Love Relations GEMS. They had been tumpang-ing our gems class since week 2. It was interesting. But weird. Well at least syu's, mines carvens' and whoevers face will be showcased to the Japan population real soon. WUUUUUUUU OISHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII. harhar mrepek krepek

Tomorrow's Friday. Yea yeaaaa.. Gonna have FYP Meeting followed by ADD follow-up. and im sooo gonna finish my part for WSH tutorial by tonight! 10 construction hazards + detailed explanation + preventive/corrective measures. DIE LAAAA.

OH and for now, i seriously am not interested in meeting new people. Im happie with the current people around me (: But waffler, we so gotta meet soon, you're an exception.

It's getting clearer to me now. All along, it has been my fault, i should have seen it coming. You were never to blame. Sorry to have wringed your heart in pain. Hope to see u soon.

2009-05-06T03:12:00.001-07:00

today,
i wasnt late for school

today,
someone offered to go to school with me

today,
i made 17 new friends

today,
there's speed dating game for gems

today,
i realised that someone i've not seen in 3 years blogged abt me

today,
i aced my tutorials

today,
a new-found friend asked me to close my eyes

today,
i ate KFC

today,
is today =D

and tomorrow,
there's IT presentation. Y A Y

okay bye.

I'm perfectly fine on my own(:

2009-05-01T20:08:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a superfreakingly hot outing, literally. Muhd's surprise bday celeb went well.
haha. Black n white, black n white MANGOOOOO.

Happie advance 20th birthday me dear frienddd :D

Xmen Wolverine is not bad at all.
Kinda reminded me of innocent sec sch days when we went out on group dates, hah

School's been okay. Not so hellish as last week. OKY has been a great help.
We felt better after talking to him. Well, at least we have more confidence in running the event now.
IT ppt starts this coming week, and im second in register. Yay, not.
Do it once, do it good.
Yet to touch on F&B Photolog. What a draggg.

My mind's been in a turmoil lately.
I dunno where this is going.
Maybe i should just stop. thinking.
the thought of it all ending makes my stomach sick

I wanna watch naruto again! :O

Oh,OH

i'll beat you in exams, dats for sure!
This is war, beloved study partner o mine.

i cant sleeeeep

2009-04-21T08:38:00.000-07:00

its 1130pm now and ergh, i cant sleep! Ive been tossing and turning for about an hour now. Shitz

There's no school today. Classes are cancelled. Everyone's practically still in holiday mood uh.. Had food n beverage lecture yesterday. It was interesting, or maybe because its the first lecture of the semester, hah. All of us were like seriously talking and talking non stop not botherin to listen in class. Madness

Tomorrow, we'll be having mice lecture as well as food tutorial. Oh, and our first class for gems! Yay! Hope i don see alot of couples in my class, they just make me sick *pukes* good thing i have syu to accompany me, yeaaa. Jd and carven will be in the same class as us too, whoopidooo

So yesterday was awesome. After class, hanged around town n checked out the new shopping mall, iluma. At first, I didn even realise its iluma. The place just looks so unfinished. But i loved the 3 storey escalator, seriously reminded me of ocean park in hk.

Hanged around at raffles place till 7 and fau went off first. Den me n syu decided to go somewhere else just to lepak. At last we went to this dessert hut at tanjong pagar (or was it tiong baru? Haha) and Its so much fun!! We ordered like 3 bowls of em, n the desserts are really nice. Woo shiok mann

Ohyea, muhd called on my way home. Said he going for his motor practical. One more test and yay, finally pass! Wuhoo, so happie for ya dude. :) too bad u finish ur itp already, then there wont be time to meet for lunch. Bleaghs

Ok, so met up with y.o.u. to study. Haha it was great fun, had no idea there's a minimart near my place. Omg so paiseh uh, im the one whose living there and i don even have a clue yet u did. Haha Oh ya! i bumped into farah just now. She was so surprised to see me, lawls. Haha missed e times where we always take the same bus tho studying at different schools.

Hmmm, i feel quite insecure lately. I dont know why. Maybe cause im feeling the jitters of being in 3rd year and how ms alvena sam was like asking abt our gpa and if we hav build up on our portfolio. Zzz pressure mann

Certain things are meant to be this way, and not that. One day, i'll understand the reason why you left me.

Goodnight aliens.

*dont worry, even if we lose each other along the way, we'll find each other somehow. Hang in there, we'll make it through, nose pincher :) good luck fr thurs, n cant wait for sat! Heh.. :o

x

i can wait forever

2009-04-19T00:15:00.000-07:00

the dream felt so real.

Haha its too good to be true anyway. And as they say, it was only a dream :) never to come true

2009-04-19T00:01:00.000-07:00

school is starting tomorrow!

Yay................ Year 3 here i come. Gonna be an exciting year ahead. And i mean really really 'exciting'. With fyp going on and endless projects and classes ending at 6, there goes my social life. *sigh*

I wanna learn how to fish!

Ok, im off to planning mummy's day for mum now! Kiasu or what. Hahaa who cares, i love my mum. Okay byee :D

2009-04-16T03:09:00.000-07:00

hellu hellu.

Today's a day like no other. Slacked at home as usual.

Managed to clear up some unnecessary stuffs in my room.

and OMFG,i just found out that my god bro has a blog. gosh, been so long since we've met. zzz dunno if we should ever meet again hah.

School's starting in 3 days time. and i can't wait. There'll be one mass lecture on thurs if i not wrong, whee finally MASS LECTURE.

Had dinner with burger yesterday, it was awe to the some.

Going to have family dinner with family this Saturday. Wooo, seafood here i come.

Okay, i am so bored i duno what else to type.

OH! i just checked facebook and achmad no longer wants nuggets but cookies. walaw, no more nugget stealer. SIAN *inside joke*

Shan called, to ask to work with them this May, hope can get.

And i miss my poly mates truckloads!!!

Plus, hanging out with cavebaby was great! cnt wait for cookie + movie timeee! Yea yeaaa~

Alright, bye.

2009-04-04T04:34:00.000-07:00

Let the pictures do the talking, and yes it's a food affair.

i seriously don't know what to take for GEMS. my LAST gems. omfg.

im excited for what lies ahead.

KUCY KUCY AWWW~

2009-03-22T00:37:00.000-07:00

There are times when you made me so happie i could cry
There are times where i wished we wouldnt have to hang up the phone
There are times when i felt we had so much in common
There are times when i am so nervous around u it makes me have butterflies in my stomach
There are times when i had so much fun talking to u
There are times when i wished i could hear the beating of your heart
There are times where i wished i could hold your hand and never letting it go
There are times when i wished u wouldnt have to leave and we can just talk all night long
There are times when i wished i could hold you close and smell your hair
There are times when i wished i could just lie on your shoulders and hear your voice till i sleep
There are times when i wished i could tiptoe tall enough just to be able to pinch your nose
There are times when i wished i could turn back the time and not hurt u the way i did

Once again,God has made me speechless
as i watched with my own naked eyes
how our fates can be beautifully twisted
and how intricate and careful He put everything together
just to make sure we met again

And for what it's worth
There's a reason why God has painstakingly taken time to ensure we crossed paths again
And the reason can never be explained
but felt in the heart.

2009-03-19T06:51:00.000-07:00

Okay im half done packing for HK trip this Monday. Gosh, im feeling so darn excited, after sucha long tym finally can go overseas with friends. Looking forward to Ocean Park and looking at the beautiful sceneries.

I have been reading books on them too. The pictures itself are just so breathtaking.

But nowwwwwww, must plan and delegate properly before i leave SG. Financial closing is so near and so many things are not settled yet. 5 cheques are still pending mann, wth are the Finance ppl doing with our cheques. damn.

Oh, checked facebook and Rajes finally uploaded our humongous group picture at HSBC Womens Champs.

I'm just worried for club financial closing, its sucha major headache arghhhh..

No surprise, will be coming down to school tomorrow to sign a few docs. Things to do:-
1. Advancement settlement for ADD and MMBE

2. Bank in the remaining ADD money

3.Bank in cheques to my account

4. Make payment to Mr OKY on balance subsidy money

5. Cheque request for the entertainment company

6. Carry forward budget for FOC

Well at least im gonnna change currency at mustafa tml with yat after Friday prayers! yeaaaa. Something to look forward to. He is just a breath of fresh air.

Okay, all this researching on HK makes me even more excited than ever! and you're now at Giant with dad! LOL haha.

Im so very happie. and i love hearing you play the piano! =D

2009-03-18T21:02:00.000-07:00

YaY!! Im so happie for you!

Finally, radio test is over!

2009-03-17T18:23:00.001-07:00

I figured that no matter what happens to you, whether good or bad, it's all up to you on how you wanna react on it. And that's when it will make a huge difference.

This morning, a lot of things happen, and i handled them in a different kind of way. I kinda like it hah

Today, I was awaken by an sms by Finance officer. Gosh, what a start to a day i thought. But thinking again, this finance officer actually bothered to sms me at 7.59am in the morning to inform me on the treasury updates.

Then, another sms came. It was my results. Haha LOL. Im happy with it.

B4 i end off, i wanna say that reframing your thoughts is really good for you. I woke up with a bunch of dreading smses but i still managed to whip myself up a good breakfast and fix my lappie! YES I FIXED MY HAPPIE. EUPHORIAAAAAAAA! Nooowwww, it's time to do some research for my Monday trip. Gosh, everybody's feeling the excitement already. And not to forget, settle BE's account before departing to HK. Jolly.

Oh, and Good luck to sugarbugar who's going to take an RSAF interview anytime now! May God bless you always.

Tura tura.

2009-03-17T00:34:00.000-07:00

Rest ur tummy on ur pillow
Go sip on some hot cocoa
Play with the bubbles frothing on top of the mug
Watch them pop away in the silence

And I feel better than yesterday.

2009-03-15T05:18:00.000-07:00

i will meet alot of people
As they enter my life
In and out

But i see you
In my future
I see hope
In your eyes

You give me strength
Just e right amount i need right now

Mere words are all this woman can afford to give you.

2009-03-14T23:25:00.000-07:00

my vital organs are screaming out

I could be stuck here
For as long as i know

Clouded by tears
I see a tinge of forgiveness in your eyes
You held me close
You held me tight
You told me not to let go
It felt so real

You made me paralysed
Of my thoughts
Of my feelings
Of my life

But i dont wanna disappoint someone
I have to buck up

Cause as you said,
You are never going to come back

Never.

2009-03-11T20:14:00.000-07:00

We've got tonight, who needs tomorrow.

2009-03-11T19:45:00.000-07:00

In time, i hope to find the strength like you did,

to move on.

2009-03-10T05:34:00.000-07:00

im tired and worn out. GOD, please have mercy on these poor feet of mine. boo

its 11.31am now. Just finished doing the settlement of advancement for MMBE and ADD. Some of the receipts are missing, so had to go school later to do it. Gotta finish compiling the list for lecturers and students who attended ADD. argh, lazy.

I dreamt of something last night. it's an unexpected dream. haha

Oh yesterday, syu sent me alot of coldplay songs online. I so so can't wait for the concert at Hong Kong on 25th march!! Wuhoooo~

The Hong Kong trip briefing was good. Made everyone feel so excited. God, i need a job mann!

Ok will update later. tura =D

2009-03-10T05:10:00.000-07:00

I talked to you online today, the only thing different is,

you never knew it was me.

I'll stick to super short random posts now. oh and ya, wont be blogging as much. lappie's been hell.

There are reasons why certain things should be this way, and not that. I guess this is the best for everyone right now.

2009-02-28T23:39:00.000-08:00

Ello.

I had the most peaceful sleep last night.

Yesterday was great. Slacked at home in the afternoon to take care of bro cause mum's away. So, cant go to scouts BBQ at east coast. i miss my junios so much! Especially wai man and huda.

Rizq is such a pain in the ass yesterday. He played with the miniature shampoo i used for my after-gym bath and slather it on his head till it bubbles. He cried when it got into his eyes and i gotta drag him to the toilet to wash off the shampoo. GOD, aint he something? argh, he's still the best bro ever.

[[ BTWBTWBTW!!! i finished reading Sundays at Tiffany's. omg la, its the best book ever written!!!!!! I wish i had an angel like Michael to look after me. hahaa he's sucha sweetheart. somehow, i secretly wish there's a movie on it. (Next book in line: Q and A) ]]

Went out of house about 6.30 to head down to downtown east for silat's chalet. It was great fun! Like totally~ I missed the girls so much! Especially diana. i mean Twinkle twinkle. hehhh =D We watched twilight first, but halfway switched to Slumdog millionaire.

Pictures will be uploaded soon.

Went off about 10+. It was raining cats and dogs. Me and my darling junior sprinted our way to the busstop without any umbrella. And i almost fell like 5-7 times. good thing she's there. haha hmm so, my whole tudung was drenched with rainwater and its pulling it down. i've never really had my tudung to be that wet before. haha good thing i wore dark red today. =DD

Went home to discover that my phone is not working cause of rainwater. Zzz im really a jinx nowadays. Switched it on and off several times before successfully smsing my friend. Damm, gotta buy new phone, boooooooooo

Oh speaking of which, my lappie's down, currently using home computer. Such a draaaaaag. Apparently, there's some colour pixelation problem with it. I suspect its because of the impact when i fell down with my lappie last 2 weeks ago. shucks

Spent the night away talking to irwanshah's copycat. haha Youre really something. Had good time yesterday, i can safely say that i can skip one gym session cause u make me laugh so hard, its giving me abs! You have a good voice, u really do. Piano was great. Guitar was great. Singing to the rhythm was great. Everything was great. And you know what else is great?

YOU are great,

and you are definitely worthy of love. (:

2009-02-27T10:56:00.000-08:00

This is the 100th Post!

Haha. dats how little i blog.

Okay today's schedule was superfreaking packed. But its good as a whole hah..

Today, i decided to bring along Sundays at Tiffany's to accompany me through the whole train ride to school. As i was lifting the pages of the book, i received a call from an unexpected someone. It was

FEROZ!

So i wondered, why on earth would he call so early in the morning? Was it because of ADD? Did something bad happen?

I picked up the call. and there he was waving to me from the other end of the cabin. So, he asked me to come over.

He was accompanied with 2 very eager friends who smiled at me. haha. theyre a funny bunch. I like the benjamin part, that was hilarious! hahaha

Okay so, they alighted at tiong bahru to return donut shop key to their boss. And, i went to continue reading my book. And i got hooked i almost missed the stop.

Laterwards, went to school gym with Fau after so long. had a good workout. so happie with myself!

Managed to do a thousand strides and run the threadmill at constant speed w/o pancit-ing halfway hahahha. oh the fat burn thingy was a killer. i almost died.

So finally, we both managed to bathe at the most luxurious toilet facility in SP, aside from the one at T11A. hahaha Oh and with the beatles song illuminating the background.

Chop2 printed her ITP stuff at library and i went to take the ADD cheque from Finance. I can't believe they would process it so fast! Wuhoo. Ok so aniway, ADD's hotel payment is settled. and am i glad. PHEW

Went back club to sit in ADD meeting. by then its 3pm. and by right at 3pm, i was supposed to be at SPAC2GO meeting. How nice.. so yarh, nvm exception for now. ADD is in 3 more days!!!

Finished ADD meeting about 5, and went to FC3 to grab a bite. i miss the chicken chop aunty! And, guess what, she missed me too! hahaha

BE Last MC Meeting was held at mobe. It was great. it ended smoothly (:

Oh yaaa, there's goal! fiesta today. Gosh, i wished i couldv played! booo.

Ms Cynthia smsed to say shez not in office. so another task striked out for another day.

Hmmm, went home about 7. I enjoyed the whole journey home. The book is the best companion ever. And i can't wait to finish it. I must say, Claire De Lune is a really cool lady.

Something too dumb happened towards the night. I dont understand why it affects me so very much.

But even so, nose pincher was the saviour of my day yet again. thanks (:

OH Yes! Hzq wanna print out his own design of t-shirts to wear it when he come SP. i think it's a splendid idea. you're awesome!! HAHAHA.

Okay, its been a good day, except for some bumps towards the night. Having the jitters for my upcoming ADD. Gosh i really hope everything will go smoothly, insyaallah.

im tired. its 4.29am now and i made a deal with someone to sleep when he sleeps.

So long squareheads.
*love is indeed blind. i see it now*

2009-02-21T20:27:00.000-08:00

WOW. after such a long time.

finally, im back to blogging for now. haha, ok may sound abit outdated, but who cares.

HAPPIE 2009 BLOGGIE! Sorry to have abandoned you.

Alright, today is 22nd Feb 09. I've been on a hiatus for quite a long while. Many things has happened lately i really don't have a clue where to start.

Perhaps, yesterdays happenings might get the ball rolling.

Alright, yesterday was 21st February 09. Smsed Zul to confirm plans about Dunman Bazaar again. So liased with a few other people and Nad & gang were already there! and its like 9am SO EARLY!! =S The concert just started when i called them. damm.

Okay so i cudn get to catch the concert on time, heard the Mr. B wore sari and looks spectacular. How could i miss such a rare sight . hah reached Dunman about 11+ and the surroundings just look so darn foreign to me.

Dunman has changed, alot.

Met with the girls and a whole lot of other people. To name are:

Abdillah, Sec 5A5B people who did th prata and ramli burger thing, Mr Bernard, CikguHafsah, Mdm Rohayah, Ms Fadhillah, Mdm Siti Fatimah, Mrs Neo, Mrs Sundar, Mrs Toh, Mdm Faridah, Maam Sharifah, Western food uncle and auntie (!!), ALOT of juniors, HAZIQ, Hidayat's clan, Anban, Basketball/volleyball gang from our batch, Mr Sum, netball seniors and lots more to be mentioned.

The best part of the whole thing is that i can finally get to meet my darling girls!!! Hafizah, Shaikha, Faezah,Nadiah and Masita! WOOOOTS! and the handsome dudes; Zulraihan, Hidayat and Sharizal. They're the most awesomest people that made my secondary schoolyears "so the very BEST LAHH!!"

So, we toured around the whole school, ok most of it, and lepak at the second level and played taiti using spongebob cards while waiting for the boys. The weather's sooo hot i sweated like a pig. yuck. OHH, and me and hafizah bought 2 pottery thingy for ourselves! I bought this leaf and cat bowl. Both of us were from pottery club and the works done by our juniors were so fantastic we just gotta buy it. The parent volunteers for PC were so nice, and they told us that Mr Zul is no longer working there. Strange haha

Halfway, saw someone whom i didnt expect to see, and it was no other than HZQ. was so surprised to see each other and managed to snapped a picture YAY! his accents were quite strange in my point of view, but who cares he still have a lovely porcelain face. =D

Next up, saw Mr B. we commented on his awesome performance just now. After all the talking, he asked,

"Hey girls, do you guys have any nail polish remover?", while showing his bloody red-painted varnished nails to us.

HAHAHAHA! Our former Discipline Master asking us whether we have nail polish! Its just so damn funny larh! HAHAHAHAHHHAHA

So after that we went off school and ate at Mr Prata while waiting for Yat to finish bathing. I was eating halfway when he said he arived. But didn wanna sit with us, LOL!. Malu ke perr... HAHA =P

The others headed different ways and me and Yat went to study. Tamp was packed so we took 15 to go PRCL instead. Its good fun studying with him =)

6.15pm, we went to Syafiqah's chalet at Downtown east. Finally get to see Sa'amah and Shakirah, and ultimately Syafiqah's boyfie! ahahahaha. While waitin for the girls to collect the cake, was busy polishing nails with HSM screening on teevee. Your nails are so stubborn! =D

The chicken wings were awesome to the max, but it definitely cant beat the pasta. i simply loved it to the core

Yat and I took our leave about 8.20pm and managed to catch the no. 3 bus on time.

Reached home, but nobodys there. wuhoooo, whole house to myself!. Freshen myself up and managed to slather my face with honey mask. As i was about to retreat to my sanctuary thinking that all of today's excitement is over, there was a phone call.

From Tiger-ish. Random gilerr nyerrr

Chatted with em for about an hour, with ocasional distractions from kid's shrieking noises and aeroplanes flying by from his end. But it was a very fruitful conversation. He told me how he went for the bazaar today but onlyfor a mere 30 minutes as he had to attend some filming shoot for his bro. I loved the parts where he was narrating to me about the adventure stories that happened to him last year. We have to meet soon, and we will (:

So that practically sums up what happened yesterday. Last announcement:

Happie 19th brithday Zulraihan Bin Hashim!

-Thanks for being a good bro and helping me out when i was being 'harassed' by this boy while we were doing our terawih. And sorry cudn follow u guys to airport. But i really missed u though, really! =)

Happie 19th Birthday Aizuddin Bin Jamaluddin!

- Like how God has twisted our fates, we actually do meet again! Or was it just a mere coincidence? Hah. I still have one more thing left for u to do, and u still owe me a mee rebus treat! =D

Happie 19th Birthday Regina!

-Hey reggie!! I know u wont read this but wth. haha thnks for being a great friend and i miss u sia, like alot! Hope ur going toHK trip den we can have so much fun together!!

Happie 18th Birthday Zara!

- To my dear assistant treasurer who has the most melodic voice which brought her to clinge the Talentime award, i am so proud of u for whatever u have done! Being a senior, i can see how much effort u have put in and i wish all the best for u! and continue to spread the love of smiles! =)

PS. i miss Raihanah bte Ahmad badly.

ALRIGHT. EFC HERE I COME BAYBEH!

OKAY BYE.

*I hate it when u touch my nose, and i can't touch yours*

2008-11-15T21:28:00.000-08:00

Have you ever felt this strange feeling where you thought u made the right decision, but it might just turned out to be all wrong?

The past few days have been terrific. Tho there may be hiccups here and there, friends are always to the rescue. But the highlight of the week was when i met this particular someone. Things will just get more and more complicated now, especially when it comes to the matter of the heart.

Moving on. I have the greatest awesomest mum and dad any child can ask for. I just hope I can score better this semester and not come to class late (!!)

Finally, Island Creamery here we go!~

Pasar malam at Pasir Ris!

Sports Day Mascot! We won best team spirit or smth like tat! Wuhoo to BE~

Last but not least, Gamers' Meet!

I'm so proud of u k7!

And i'm happie for my $2 note friend. Finally, things started to get going btwn Y O U & u!

There's sports fiesta coming up. I so wanna join floorball!!

changing energy levels. MST, here I come!

2008-11-05T05:47:00.000-08:00

Obama wins! OMFG he is so gonna start a new revolution. I am so bored to death and finishing up schoolwork is the last thing i'd imagine doing now. School has been a total bitch but this guy really is a miracle gift from the almighty god. This post is specially dedicated to rizq asyraf.

Signing off,

your evil sister

2008-11-02T08:03:00.000-08:00

My brain is on the verge of squishing itself into a pulp. Schoolworks been cramming up my brain capacity and everythings going haywire.

I gotta catch up

i need to catch up

Somebody called like a few secs ago!!!!!!!!!!!! Like omfg im so fing happieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee *pull down pants*

2008-10-29T04:56:00.000-07:00

A picture can depict a thousand words.

So what does this one say?

2008-10-29T04:39:00.001-07:00

I don't feel like myself lately. Time to return to the old me.

Todays a 'zzzzzzzzzzzzz' day. Morning class is sucha drag. but managed to finish the tutorial on time.At least one load of many many many other loads off my shoulders.

Ahhh, lifes a bore nowadays. nothing to look forward to. sians

well at least i have my bro to colour up my life! =D

2008-10-08T00:57:00.000-07:00

Yesterday night was awe to the some!!

after work, went back school and met my babies NURES and AISHAH! after like so many dogzillion weeks of anticipating. finally, now have to meet with Dear Cavebaby after shez done with her A's.

The pukey feeling hasn died away yet. seems to be gettin worse dunno whye. maybe cz of the early morning run ahhh. i woke up early but was late to catch the 6.30 bus. wtflaeh. thnk gdness i reached lakeside at 802am. and the company bus started moving!

rushed like mad, n the next second, another friend popped out of nowhere. haha lucky sia the bus stop for us. phew!~

ms AJ cut her hair! she looks more youthful ((: hahaa. this week is sucha slacker week. i feel so free. until i can do so many 'other' things. But not watching naruto of course. wouldn wanna get caught again and getting a C for behaviour wise. zzz shucks

OH YES. naruto.

i've been hooked. into watching anime? wth, i know. weird or whhaaaat. cant wait to watch more vids. i want more more more more more more more more more

now's 4pm at my workplace. i just hate working. it sucks the energy out of you. i m so not the desk job kinda person. but nuuuU!! ITP's ending soon, and ive made some really great friends. Gosh, sucks when u hav to say goodbye.

but maybe, just maybe, i might work PT there. they invited me! so we shall c how laa. driving test is gonna take too much of my time for sure. and i havent even register yet haiyooo

IM HUNGRY..

..and i miss someone badly.

side note: Thinking of making presents for my colleagues! what should i get them? hmmm...

2008-10-05T06:42:00.000-07:00

FINALLY, i've updated. oh, and i forgotten my password for this blog. like omfg. im ageing! aaaargh. its 3.22pm and im at work now. i feel so darn sleepy. yawns

left 3 more days to ITP. wooohooo!! but gonna definitely miss my colleagues. boo. i've learnt so much here and i just owe so much to my superiors for making it all happen, THANK YOU.

tomorrow is the registration for gems. and im taking science this time round. maybe psycho? and fau wanna take also! hope can get into same class uhh..

he's taking some design culture thingy. soo yea wont be seeing much of him this semester. Bleah heard from a friend that psycho needs alot of memory work. And im taking Law II this sem. waaa die.

speaking of timetables, its alright luhh. except for the part where the classes are pushed to 8am. which stinks hardcore. but this internship has taught me a valuable lesson. DON'T BE LATE!! and im really starting to get the hang of reaching work on time. phew

These few weeks, i've made some accomplishments and im proud of it! wheeehooo~ oh oh, yesterday's quite an interesting day too. encountered people fighting cause the other so impatient. And couple fighting over what i might think of as a controversial issue - abortion. Whaaa headache sia. go clinic also so noisy. zz

but! i did have a good rest and feeling much better now. i just hate the pills they gave me.

So.. today k7 went to ice camp. as a helper! i hope he have sufficient time to also juggle and build up on his portfolio. plus talentime coming up!! gosh. for me, bonding camp starts 9th-11oct for spac2go, and FOT 10-12oct for BEC. this is so madness

And school starts on a fuhhreaking mun-day.

Results are back like a few weeks ago. I'm glad everything turned out well. I couldv studied more i guess. but Im so close to my target by 0.1, so thats good enough for me. for now

I really hope i can score better next time round. but with construction and law module this semester, hmm might be a tough fight after all.

yes yes. about fasting month. it's just been awesome. dad has changed a lil, for the better. though he is still as strict as ever. hahahaa thats wat dads are for rite. And i get to buka with my dear sec school mates at our usual place! meeting them just relived my good ol' days when i was still wearing that Dunman uniform.

i've started reading books again. and it felt great!

OH YA, b4 i forget, thanks to those peeps who wished me 4 my bday. i love u guys muchies!! and and i was surprised to get surprising calls from friends whom i have not seen in years. Cheers to being 18, baybeh!

The big major project my ITP company has given me, is finally done.

And they loved my ideas! like omfg. wuhoo~!!

(oh mann, those pills is dragging me to sleep)

Hari Raya this year has been one of the most memorable one yet. met my dear cuzzie after so long!! finally he has returned to singapore. and he asked me out! (:

had so much fun touring Singapore with Az. He said im a good tourist guide, lolololololol. his family stayed over my place and we had truckloads of fun. after going to a few houses, we sneaked out (well not really) and went to wander around Singapore. He has grown up to be a fine young man, what a gentleman he is. (of coz la, he 22 whaaat)

It's an outing never to be forgotten.

With so many things concurrently happening all at once, i just hope i dont lose myself halfway~

I love myyy life, and i hope u love yours too! =)

2008-07-26T21:50:00.000-07:00

It was a blatant lie.

Life's been a total whirl lately. Back-to-back submissions, exams, presentations, reports, family, pioneers' camp, treasurer stuff, NYAA, ITP, spac2go thingy, events to go to and god knows what else the future may bring. Surprisingly, i don't feel that much of a pressure now.

The days of sunshine will be here again cause seasons will come and go. Let storms blow with all their might. Your flame may flicker, don't turn out that light.

2008-07-13T03:43:00.000-07:00

i feel so

DRAINED

EXHAUSTED

SICK

ZONED OUT

AND EMPTY

We'll see how far this can last.

2008-07-05T21:26:00.000-07:00

What a lazy Sunday.

I realised that during weekdays im super busy, even though im not, i'll make sure i am. BUT, when it comes to the weekends, thou shall not do work. It's a good improvement though, considering that last time i can't help myself but do work 7 days a week. Yay to 'knowing how to stop' hah. And this has made tremendous effect on my weekdays as i feel more rejuvenated and energized. Whhooopie doo

It's half past 12 and im bored to death. I foresee many group projects and possible mental breakdowns this coming weeks, but prioritizing and planning it all out, might do the magic. Oh yeaaa! I actually studied and recall back all the lectures taught last week till 4am yesterday. I don't feel so guilty anymore now!

Sunday sunday. what shall i do today?

Ideas kept on coming in nowadays, i have no idea where all those inspirations come from. I feel like cooking today. Random, yea. (:

PS. Did u know that a 70 year old woman had just given birth to baby twins yesterday? And the fact that 2 malay teenagers dived in Singapore River just to save a 1-legged Chinese man? Unbelievably true.

Shiffa has picked up reading again!

..and again, i fall head over heels for you..

(He truly loves his coke alot)

2008-07-03T06:25:00.000-07:00

HOKAYS. where do i start?
ferst of all, much apologies to the people who've been wanting me to update my blog. It's been so long since i've been here till i almost forgot what my blog pswd is. HAH

LAST WEEK was the first week of school term. By the look of it, this sem is gonna get as busy as ever. And it was my lil sis birthday on the 26th! We had fun on that day. (: SD AGM was super duperly awesome toooo. woo BE peeps made up like 25 of the seats? yes arhhh hahaha and and just before that, we celebrated Put Put's birthday in class. she turned red as a tomato when dear Gene came in, heh. cutes

Friday was Cross Cultural Studies talk from a guy who originated from Scotland. He's one of the best and funniest presenter i've ever known, damn funny!! He said that Scots and Singaporeans got alot in common.(Really meh??)

Sunday was awesome. k7 and me went to this toy convention at suntec. Finally, i get to experience how it feels like to be in a toy convention. Another unique event off my wish-list!

THIS WEEK started off with a BANG. IT test was insanely hard. and wed was my very own BE AGM 0809! wheehoo~ it was a blast. didn know the turn-out will be that good (: Its just too bad cavebaby rai couldn come, or else we wouldve toured my school rights? Heh sorry dear!!

Okie yeaaa and sum1 passed fathy's phone to me. Apparently, he sorta misplaced it and yea. just gave him back during L&SOP Class. Boy, does his eyes gleam when he see that phone. Hah..

Oh yeshh.. 2nd and 3rd July is the BEST BEST BEST day ever. i duno why, but its the best. Thanks to someone larr... :D ahh yes, b4 i fgt, thnks muhd for the msg. u'll never be forgotten dudee~ i miss alot of things now.

Now's almost 11pm. and it's the last day of 2nd week of school! haha, left to print GEMS report and im off to bed. k7's doing this sound recording thingy according to a theme called "Hell". So, he gotta use different kinds of materials to produce interesting sounds on his own. Sounds fun mann, if only my course have that sorta stuff..

On a side note,
there's so many things to do now, and everythings piling up by the minute. Thankfully, everythings under control. Results have made me a happy girl with an avrg of 70%. But, there's stil room fr improvement!! Aja~ Let's pray everything will go on smoothly. i can safely say now that i feel free to do what i want, when i want, how i want things to be done. All in my own way, yippeee!~

"Life's full of wonders and surprises. You'll never know what will happen next."

2008-06-18T13:46:00.000-07:00

Now's 4:46am. Currently waiting to get my hands on Mac breakfast. woo. been a long and unforgettable day so far. I've had the worst and also the best of my time today. Some things which have been lingering in my heart, have finally been off my chest now. Reformatted lappie and had a fruitful meeting yet again, i love BE ppl!! It's time i start to cherish everything tts around me before its too late now.

I have been a total fool, i'm not afraid to admit it here. Thanks Abu for opening my eyes and making me realize what i've been missing out on so far.

Thanks for the support, the strength you've given me throughout all these times. You have made me a better person and definitely been the greatest for me. I love you Kesavan. And it's not just a mere statement (:

If u look at it nearer, u'll see the finer side of things u may often overlooked.

2008-06-13T21:22:00.000-07:00

These 4 days are gonna be a bore, since he's doing PT work. Hmm, basically im done with the invites and ama sent in her design. Its damn nice wooO~ So we're gonna meet up this Tues to get it printed and sent to the VIPs etc. Planning to hit the gym with bestie today but she still got class. And it was a last minute i-can-make-it thing so..we'll see how it goes. And i didn't know that Rai is so updated and current about local and international news. She even knows what's happening in Singapore Poly. In which me, being the current SP student, have no knowledge of. I bet she's gonna ace her GP for 'A' levels. Confirm.

Mum and Dad had been pretty nice and thoughtful lately. Hmmm, okay not lately, but have always been. It's only that i've been blinded by all the good things they've done for me. Even if it looks bad, all they wanted was for me to have a good life in the future. How i wish i could be the independant girl they wanted me to be.

Had been spending the last couple of days cooped up at home. I loved this feeling though. Had been so busy during school days I only used my room as a sleeping zone. Now, its my own secret sanctuary. Hah.. So, did a lot of catching up with myself (??) and had fun! Sounds weird, but yea. Oh, and currently, i had my eyes on a big long-term project. Hope it all works out perfectly!

My room is in a state of renovation and i'm slowly cleaning up after old stuffs. Which would either brought me to laughter, or tears. Oh well, that's about it now. Gonna continue rummaging through old stuff and throw away all the unnecessary! I think at this rate, i could earn lotsa money if i'm gonna make a garage sale soon. HAHAHA..

Things left to do..
1. Collect book from Library
2. Format lappie
3. Check with Finance if money is advanced out already
4. Call Mr Ong regarding BE Day finance matters
5. Finalize invites' design and get it printed on Tues
6. Finish up GEMS project and presentation
7. MC Shirt Design
8. Think of new event for BE Club
9. Finish cleaning up room
10. Watch online vids!!

P.S.HAPPIE 18TH BIRTHDAY TO THIS SYG OF MINE!

Hope u had fun with ur darlings, and i love u gfriend. thnks fr being sucha wonderful and giler gf. ure the greatest. (:

i still had this pic in my harddisk. and it still remains to be one of my fav pic of all time (:

2008-06-11T22:47:00.000-07:00

Tues - ok games meeting was intense. There's so many things to do, but we felt so helpless since there's nothing much we could do. For now. Good thing i recognized Hidayah's perfume and tegured her. Else, i'd end up getting lost again in Marina. Hah

At 1, rushed back to sch for another meeting. And im supposed to be there BY 1. lols, and surprisingly leNian reached already. and he brought a laptop, on a holiday period? whoow. i like my GEMS mates.

Ended about 5 and LeNian went for volleyball tournament while Nures head home. Her boyfie is so shwit to have ran from Club all the way to Main Lib just so that we could get his admin card to book a projet room. Awww (:

Something impromptu popped out of nowhere. He suggested watchin movie. So we tried experimenting with his hp to check the timings for the movies. The one at vivo starts off late, so we ended watching at Tampines. Quite strategic though. Since it is near our house and we dont have to spend another hour after movie on transportation. Good move =))

But, luck wasnt on our side, yet. We were greeted with a super duper loooong queue. And so, i sneaked off to have takeaway LJ. The tixx for the movie that we wanted to watch were selling like hotcakes mann. I bet all the ppl queuing in front of us wanted to watch the same movie lar. Dangs.

All in all, im still a happie girl! Good food + good movie = :D me

I love

KUNGFU!

eh no. martial arts la. (:

Wed - Woke up and charge right ahead to my work desk. I was creating the design for the AGM invites. It turned out satisfactory. Have yet to heard any reply from Ama so there's nothing i can do, for now.

At 3, headed to Nadzerah's(!!) place to have a gathering of old friends cum surprise celebration 4 Lynn and Faezah. And as usual, i can never find my way to her house. And it took me 0.5hr before i finally reach her doorstep. Called other half but felt so _____ i had to put down the phone. I know you're just trying to help

When i came in, they were already watching a movie called P.S I love you. Like zomg, it's been forever since i wanted to watch them. And half-eaten pizzas and coke were strewn all over the table, they were literally glued to the tv. hahaha. Nadz handed me a plate and asked me to dig in. But the pizzas were so big, i was overwhelmed.

Nadzerah. Faezah. Shaikha. Lynn. Fadhilah. Jannah. Those were the people who turned up. And it was so cool la! Tho its just been a few hours, but i still miss them lots!! Hah. Halfway through the second movie, JC girls went back to their books and were talking science. Cute

Oh, we hadnt had the chance to scramble out of Nadz house just in time before her parents got home from work. Hahahaha what a funny occurence

Afterwards, met em and head to library to return books. i went to the cookery section! The books were not bad actually. ANd i stumbled upon this book, and decided to borrow it. k7 seems reluctant to borrow it for me. Haha, books are for what again? To broaden your general knowledge. Hmm, tell u the truth, I was appalled by the outstanding u-know-what la. hmmm

Thurs - First thing i did when i woke up was to, check my email. zzz i had a good sleep last night tho. And my dad's taking leave today, he's down with fever. Had lots to do today, so i better end this now. Oh, and i finished reading the ultra-thick book yesterday night! The book was good, but the ending wasnt as gd tho.

P.S Shiffa just won 2nd in a lucky draw for SP Read. Isn't it weird for someone who hasnt had the time to read? i thought so too.

the unplugged version

2008-06-08T22:58:00.000-07:00

Random thoughts u will never understand..

my thoughts lifted away and got jumbled in between the clouds

i looked everywhere
front right centre
and there it is
waiting for me

someone once said
" aim for the moon,
even if you fail
you'll land among the stars"

Last night, i dreamt about something
and my dreams always do come true
either that, or it tells a story

She has started dancing again

2008-06-08T05:20:00.000-07:00

Wednesday

Today, i felt a sense of achievement. Hours are filled with open thoughts and we're encouraged to envision the new future. Never knew meetings could be so impactful. oh, and 3 of them back-to-back can really pull every strand of hair on your skull. It was indeed a fruitful eight hours of brain-cracking meetings.

Ended off beautifully with a nice dinner for hungry people. Headed to IMM and had sliced fish soup. i was content. And had chunks of pure fun with lil sis, Ama! (: others enjoyed company with their other half. Mine was in school, playing board.

Texted em on the way home with BE bros. Planned to meet at last cabin. But he ended off walking all the way from the first to the last. Hah! In the train were me, Farhan, Kyle, Nabeel, Shafiq, Rizal and most definitely him. He fell down badly while skating. Goodness i didnt realise it was that bad, shucks.

Otw home, discussed about something important. I was soo keen to make it work. Even though circumstances don't allow me to. God was hearing my prayers, and an sms was received in the late night. My duty has been shifted to the morning shift. Like zomg, i was literally smiling from ear to ear. I had one of the most soundful sleep that night.

Thursday

It's almost drizzling in the morning. Despite the seducing weather to return back to sleep, i forced myself to wake up and drag my butts off to school at 10am in the morning. Somehow for some strange reason, i felt like withdrawing from the plan. How stupid can i be, so eager and full of hope one second, and just screwing up the plan when it all is starting to brighten up? Hah, predictable me.

Went to school, met new people. oh yes, a had a good deep conversation with a stranger toO! She's like a staff la and her name's Maria. We talked and she got personal. Whoa, in only 2 hours of chatting and she's already showing me an sms sent by her daughter, her niece's pic, her work life etc. Not bad huh. hahaha and got to know a few more SPians. Yes yes, now i understand what k7 meant when he said he was having lunch at basement. i nvr knew such a place exists! And had lunch with Alia today, and saw Syaiful senior too. A whole load of sec sch kids came by. And dunman was one of them! my god, i miss the uniform the most.

Somehow, today i felt many unknown eyes were staring at me. i wonder why. is it cause of the oversized SP shirt im wearing, or what? Ok so, chop chop. After duty is done, rushed to MRT to take train. And off i went.. Had a quick shower, packed stuffs and we're off to a secret mission.

Operation hammock

I felt peace. Other half agreed. It's a time never to be erased from my memory. Thanks for everything (: Looking forward to more fun and craziness from the other half. Loved every moment spent with u. Happie the 8th to Lord k7 and Antony! Heh, Antony gives u a muah muah on ur nosie! (:

Weekends

Okay, weekends are here. Marks the end of the first week of holidays! Boohooo. Too soon, too soon. i dunno why but i feel so drained out now. mentally and physically again. im getting older, i need to exercise before i become a bigger couch potato!(which i already am)

Went to RP to lend Ama groin guard. So happy to see many familiar faces there. I feel guilty for not turning up for practice these past weeks though i had valid reasons for doing so. I think i want to take up fighting again. To strengthen my inner and outer strength at the same time. But, the ultimate question is, do i have time for it? Only God knows how many times per day i have to open up my calender to put new events in.

And congrats to those who made it to the finals, and those who don't. Take it as a learning opportunity. Every bad experience is definitely a good experience! (:

Retreat back home, took 6 buses in total. For those who havent already know, i so loved long bus rides. can be 'emo' for awhile and think about stuffs which i never had the time to. Or maybe ones that i often overlooked it as minor stuffs. So, yea maybe thats why my mind is mentally drained from all that excessive thinking. Hah

In the afternoon, baked this fudge brownie with the help of the WHOLE family. hmm never expected them to help actually, but they did, awww. hahaha then headed to darth vadar's place to giv em. Hiccups do occur, but there will still be solutions right? hah. Yea. i won the heart of the sis. But did i win the heart of the man? Thats the question.

Mom always said that the way to a man's heart is to prepare him good food. I wonder if it's true. (:

Gdnite everybodyyy~

How i wish i could make u feel the way i feel; the joy of love from your own blood. I hope u would give me this opportunity to make it work for you in 10 years to come (:

2008-06-03T06:43:00.000-07:00

To think it's a holiday...

I am so dead beat now.

And i had a few strange occurences today. Flashed the past right in front of me

till my legs wobbled.

Had scoresheet conference till 5pm. b4 dat smth weird happened

This foreign girl wanted to take her exams in ITE Dover. I have no idea how many stops nor the bus number to take. Gd thing a malay dude wearing the uni was there. He smiled and offered to help us =)

Ohh, and her name is saraniya and she's from India. Hello new friend! (:

My moods been swaying up and down now. Mind's totally drained out. Exams are over, but the motion sickness is still there. We'll see how long this is gonna take.

Happie holidays to me?

Adieu everybody. (:

NB: These past few days, many things happened in a way that its specially designed to help me open my eyes to see things; and realize the reality in it. Things that i might nvr even knew would happen to me. Things that opened my mind, my thoughts. i guess, I really am here for a reason.

2008-05-31T20:58:00.000-07:00

insensitive materialistic demanding rude ill-mannered envious negative immature

struggling, but still hanging on.

made me realize how much

i love your lips and everything attached to it

would you please snapped me out of insanity?

"if i just realize what u just realized, then we never have to wonder if we missed out on each other now"

it's been a long 2 weeks.

2008-05-31T20:35:00.000-07:00

10 highlights of last week..

1) Budget breakdown fr club
2) Received petty cash from Ms Ang
3) Siddiq's birthday!
4) 1st main committee meting for BE Club
5) IT TT Theory
6) Financial Briefing
7) BE BBQ @ West Coast
8) SPSU Funds Transfer
9) Youth Camp by Hua Yi Sec
10) Y1 1st Training Camp meeting

This week..
1) Term tests..
2) Term tests....
3) Term Tests again.....
4) Every single day is term test....
5) Really!
6) oh okay, something different apart from excessive mugging. concession expires this week! zz
7) Oh and i get to study with Aishah everyday! hahahahaha F U N. esp the one at Biz IT Lib (:
8) Muhd called! Had a long chat on the ph. confirm bill explode =x
9) Faezah's Birthday!!
10) Friendly match on Sats
11) k7 gd fren Eugene birthday
12) Finished watching My Girl. im addicted.
13) Seo Jeong Woo
14) Taggie Hazzyq
15) Blank
16) 3 weeks holiday officialy starts tomorrow
17) BUT, we stil have exams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
18) So, im going to start
19) NOW
20) (Yay! i reached point 20 already, adieu)

* To those with the birthdays, happie birthday to u guys!! may u have wonderful people surrounding u every single day. and SMILE (:

2008-05-18T19:51:00.000-07:00

hi hi.

Today's a Monday, and there's no school! Wooo

Yesterday night, we sisters got snuggled up comfortably in my room, with the air-conditioner switched on and easy-to-reach snacks by the side table. Mum was surprised at how glued we were to the korean drama. I so love love My Girl!!

Oh, aunts and cousin dropped by for a while. Been eons since i've seen them. haha and my dearest Afiqah has the same specs as me! Hers is orange though. Super fresh colour. Then, me and Fiq sat on my bed and talk crap. hahahaha its been ubber fun

And we received a lot of chocx! Apparently, someone that we know (ahem!) just returned from Japan. So, he gave us lots of chocs. I especially loved the peach flavoured chocolate. Its so creamy..

Now is 11am. Other half has to attend a group meeting at 3pm i think. For me, I'm gonna start finishing up on undone tutorials. And start to mug for term tests. There is already one group proj due tomorrow. So roar up your engines, and let's go!

AAhhhhhh!!

You have a way of turning things around

2008-05-18T02:10:00.001-07:00

When i woke up today, i feel like i am paralysed waist down. Perhaps its due to my brother always jumping on me yesterday night. If only he could hear my leg crying for help.

Met the rest and went to LJ to eat. Followed up with discussion of club's budget breakdown. Oh oh, and i must say, Zara is so efficient! For those who haven't know yet, she's my assistant! Get this. We went our separate ways at 1pm and she smsed me saying she's done with the edits at 5pm. Power right. Of course la, events student ma.. heh

Dear couldnt go out today cause he went home 'late' yest which he didnt, hais. Oh well, on a brighter note, u have your free time! (: While i'm typing this post, Fauziana just smsed pertaining to our group tutorials. Ahhhh, so many work to do with sooo little time =(

Mum, dad and lil bro went out the whole day. It's so quite here at home. And as i am typing this ,wonderful acoustic songs engulfed my room.

Family went to EXPO to look at furnitures, they bought a few more. And it has arrived to our home! Everybody's so excited. Okay, nuff of my rants for the day. Imma gonna complete all my tutorials now. Loves

You so definitely make me go crazy.

2008-05-18T01:52:00.000-07:00

Saturday is a lazy day!

I just remembered that Monday is a holiday since it's Vesak Day.

So, Happy Vesak Day to whoever's celebrating it! :)

Woke up with a few smses waiting to be replied. Abu and Aishah smsed about club budget breakdown. Will be meeting up tomorrow. The time and venue is up to me, like whoa! So caring mann BE Club.

Told Abu i just had a bad fall and they insist to meet near my place. My house was one of the options. Hahaha! Even when they lived at Bukit Panjang, Woodlands and Sembawang if i not wrong. All in the west seyy. awww the reason why i love BE so.

So, despite the unimaginable pain experienced by my body, i still decided to go for CC training. Tried my best to stay throughout the whole training. But the kicking exercises finally drew the line. And i was sent to the side of the bb court to rest.

After training, discussed with instructor about the jacket design. Seems like i stil have a long way to go. And deadline's this week. yay?

Oh oh, Hidayat and Abid were opted to be the asst instructor for our CC. They were given the red belts. Whhheee they are so deserving of the red belts. So proud of u guys!

Went home from training early, and i transferred $1,808 to Lez's account.

PS: i found out something strange today. i hope that, whatever it is, things will still be fine just like it is now. We shall just have to wait till after exams are over; the though of it terrorizes me

n

that sms made me smile to sleep.

2008-05-18T00:47:00.000-07:00

So many people didn't attend CCS Make-up class today! I was on time for class. whoo morning started off drowsy, i duno why. but i shrugged off the sick feeling and concentrated on work instead.

Okay, this might seem crazy, but lecturer asked us to finish 3 tutorials by next week. Everybody was like spouting profanities already la. ahaha the best part is, my team finished the first tutorial in half an hour! Woo yay us~

And we managed to finish the second one is class too. Soo, another yiippee yay for us! hah. Third one was left to do next week since our brains are practically exhausted by all the brainstorming already. We did a good work today guys

After class, Fau couldnt stay back to finish CCS cause she had to attend her mum's friends birthday party. And she had to go cut her hair first. hahah. Me and Bernice stayed back till 1 to finish up. And i managed to finish em all within a time span of 1 hour. Good thing he stayed back with me yesterday to finish up some parts of the assignment. Or else, reading all the 15 articles about overweight issues will definitely be torture to my brain (:

Bernice was too tired, so she slept on the tables for a while. Wa, she slept so soundly it makes me feel like sleeping too! Sent her off to her GEMS class and i was on my way to the library to finish up some work when..

i was attacked by an intense pain on my head and decided to drink some water to ease off the pain

and the next thing i knew..

i was rolling down the stairs

i actualyy fell down the stairs, with my laptop(!).

Water was splashed everywhere. if my water was in red, people would think there was a murder that had recently occured here.

And a girl helped me up. She was in panic. Haha thanks stranger (:

"Omg, i just had a bad fall."

That was all it takes for the other half to come running all the way from T3A to T6. hah, sweet.

I reckon he deserves a treat, don't he? HAH. =p

Okay so, his swift act to 'save' me kind of helped la. I so can't believe i fell down. From then onwards, my whole head's in a twirl. Spinning around and around like a top. ANd my whole leg is aching from all the bruises 'gained' from the fall.

That's one of the reason why i didn't go for SPSilat camp today. i know im gonna mis out alot, hais but it's okay. (:

Bumped into Farhan on my way home. He shaved his head bald after returning from pilgrimage. He still looks good as usual (:

Dozed off in the train but his smsed woke me up on time. Rushed home since there is one more part left to be sent for submission. It was 4.30pm when i reached home and deadline was at 5pm. Quickly submitted the part to Wawa and she sent the report on time. Wooo Wawa, my miracle worker

Visions started to blur and i was knocked out. Till the next day

see who reach school first. loser need to give a kiss. lying multiplies the forfeit

2008-05-18T00:42:00.000-07:00

Thursday

I wasn't late for class, yay!! Hahaha. after L&SOP Lecture, Bernice stayed in class for awhile to finish up her report and i acompanied her. We used the room till the next lecture starts, i think they were year 3s. And my fave constructions teacher was there. He teased us, when we were about to leave. He asked if we want to sit in front. The whole class looked and laughedcause they knew we weren't from their class. hahaha what nice people, the class said bye to us. hahahahaha paiseyy mann

Went to FC1. Fau was feeling sick. Coincidentally i brought 3 panadols. She felt sick throughout the day, gosh. So i gave her 2 of them. And i rushed to club to finish up budget breakdown for the year 0809. Aishah and Val were there! Plus KYle and the rest too! hahahaha. Faster chiong to T3A for class and i was on time, phew. Class initially was 2-5pm, but Mrs Sam had to attend an event or something so...

we got released at 3.30pm!

0102 gang went to FC 3 to eat. i had mee soto again! hahahaha Fau is so crazy for it since school starts. The food was too spicy till it made me looked so flushed and red like a tomato. Bought mango milkshake while he mistakenly bought papaya milkshake. kesian so blur for wat. Something embarassing happened when he came. hahaha only the gang knows wat LOL!

At T16... Went to study! and finish up another report for CCS. He made himself busy by playing games and watching Lost. Oh oh, we saw the SPSM indian guy who proclaims he's the international ambassador for the club. HAHAHA damn farnie. Btw, SPSM Club means Singapore Polytechnic Semangat Melayu Club. All of these people are from the Students Union by the way. Met them at Hidayah's party. Funny bunch of people.

Had dinner at WS. Food was not bad. The only thing i hate is to eat chicken wings in public. dots! I so loved the place we sat btw. haha (: Having dinner with you have always been looked forward to.

2008-05-17T23:44:00.000-07:00

Wednesday is Cheeseburger Day!

How does a girl feel when her other half has to draw a real-life model who hasnt got a strand of cloth on her body?

Answer: *^%# of course. BUT, its a good thing the model wasnt as good looking as she is. hehehehehe JK. :D

Ass found his ez link card this morning, at last! He was so ecstatic to see it la. awww. apperently it was stuck on the last page of his storybook. hahaha cute. met em and... MRT ride has always been much fun as usual.

Classes have been great. We got a new project for GEMS. And we are venturing on cartoon drawing! wheee

Ass had to attend a group meeting after GEMS so i went off to finish up EC&MR report due tomorrow. Coincidentally, Fau was also doin the same assignment. We teman-ed each other at T4. Haha.. We were so stressed up until we became crazy already. I was about to go for training at 5 when Fau told me not to go. LOL, she said this report is so important etc. Indirect psycho for me to stay and accompany her. Hahahaha so, her other half arrived laterwards. He was nice. His name is Hidayat. Hah

Legendary ass also arrived shortly after him. i was sort of surprised to see him. cause i didnt expect to see em after GEMS onwards. So yea, nice surprise.. Dropped by FC2 and had Mac. We had double cheeseburger! And its beef! tsk3... *drops pickles on his milo cover*

Nobody touches my Milo! Bleukkk

Random: Rajes smsed to say that i am on the waiting list for SPH. Aishah is too! Cool.

2008-05-13T07:01:00.000-07:00

Today started off with a BANG.
just because...
I woke up early and managed to pick em up!
OK ZZZ.
Let's not sidetrack here.
Today's like any normal day
But the last part of it seems fun
Me fau and bern were like so crazy during Logistics tutorial

however..
i finally popped a panadol into my throat after more than five years
getting sick is the most worst possible thing tt could happen to me now
i somehow feel the need to get myself up and going, and in optimal performance
going to school these days,
i seem to get the vibe that
everybodys feeling so tensed up with schoolwork
especially with term test nearing
good thing the other aspects of my life seems fine

Mdm Siti called on my way home to discuss an event im organising for her
we cleared out many things
im finally done with binding all my modules and studying some of the chapters
also managed to strike off many things in my to-do list today
only left with assignments due this week
which i am going to do right about now

*Achoooo!*

2008-05-13T06:46:00.000-07:00

Does Monday blues really exist?

i wonder

cause everybody seems to be getting it today.

ITII was good cause i understood wats being taught. Hey, i realised that once u understand something taught by someone, u feel a sense of accomplishment in yourself. hmmm.. the mind ponders again

CCS was interesting. The images shown were very awakening to the mind till it almost made me tear during class today. Go figure

Went to Finance to check for reimbursement and finally! The cheque's in my posession now! Had a hard time locating Ubai at first and Abu smsed also. While waiting for Ubai to return the call, went to retrieve back k7's thumbdrive. Went back all the way to my school but he wasnt there. So went to FC3 and finally got hold of Ubai. and i saw Aishah! God i miss her so.

Passed Zara club keys for her to duplicate herself. She was so happie! Haha k7 came in club afterwards and soon i went home.

I wasnt feeling that well.

Saw Muhd on the way home and we're happie to see each other. I was shocked when there are patches on both his shoulders. He overworked himself la.. hais. Get well soon, friend! =) There are alot of comments about me today. Im overwhelmed.

2008-05-13T06:27:00.000-07:00

Sunday

Today is mother's day! Mum and dad went to the cemetary to visit dad's mum. They came home shortly and bought for us rojak from West Coast. My ultimate fave. The whole day, my room was locked because we sisters are on a super secret mission. My mom couldn't even enter my room to sweep the floor.

We were preparing for tonight.

Called in pizza hut to order 2 huge pizzas and went to Whitesands to buy KFC. Home delivery will really be a nightmare since it's mothers day. At the same time, we went to check out the roses again, and decided to decorate and wrap it ourselves. it turned out amazingly beautiful! Hahaha mum loved it so much. Okay aniway, we finished writing the messages on the huge card and went off secretly to buy last-minute stuffs. Mum was angry cause we didnt do housework for her. She also thought that we simply forgotten about mother's day. LOL. kesian mummy.

Plans were all in a jumbled up motion. It turned out to its worst when the VIP aka mum decided to go to grandma's house early, instead of the agreed time of 7.30pm. So the surprise at grandma's door had to be cancelled.

The VIP was there even before the event organiser reach the event place. How screwed up can that be? ahahahaha. So it's time to put our thinking caps and take initiative! Reached grandma house with 3 bouquet of roses and KFC meals consisting of 18 chickens plus whatever there is inside larh. It was so heavy till the tip of my fingers turned awefully red.

Luckily enough, mum was at the kitchen and we rushed to aunts room to hide the roses in a 'safe' place. Sis entertained mum and set up the food for dinner, while me and another sis went to wrap the roses. It was so chaotic in the house. Then, we asked the 3 ladies to faster help us with dinner but instead suprised them with candles and cakes and roses presented to them. Aunt and grandma were especially suprised to have received presents from us. Hahahaha

It was a beautiful moment.

Too bad dad was at the mosque praying when we gave them their presents. Glad all of em liked it though. It had been a memorable night indeed. The smile on everyone's faces gives me a weird tingly feeling in my heart. Happie mother's day, ladies!

and Mum, i love u so much! Thanks for taking care and looking out for me, throughout all these years. You're my superwoman :)

2008-05-13T05:50:00.001-07:00

Saturday

In the morning, me and mummy went to cik ainiah's house, for fun. Cik Ainiah is my mummy's bestfriend. Met her 1 year old son. I find him so adorable. Oh oh, Cik Ain says that he likes me v much, cause my sister wanted to carry em previously, but he cried badly. wahahahaha! Apparently not being able to post pictures here for some reason, i'll post it on a later date. =)

Parted off with mom in the afternoon and went to WhiteSands to buy the printer inks. Which seriously cost a bomb! Hah 70+ dollars sia, wth.. tsk. Recce the place to find suitable roses for mum but all of em were ridiculouly expensive.

Supposed to meet the other half at LRT, but my itchy feet brought me to his void deck. Which spelt disaster for me. Hah, it was a mindblowing experience. Indeed it was..

Took the LRT and off we went to the library. Sat and studied at the cafe. Its couch is so heavenly soft. The chicken bites were nice i tell u! Plus the choc drink thingy he ordered. Not bad of a taste ey? Done with studying at 6, then had dinner. Kway Teow seafoood isnt that bad after all. Went to Pops to get his mum's exercise book and thats it for the day.

Was on the way home when the 2 adorable girls smsed me. They ajaked me to go Whitesands buy prezzie for our mums. Too bad i already bought em. Even still, i made my way to CC. Paid CC fees and saw Hid on the first floor. Passed me the jacket design and explained to me everything. After that, all headed to our lepak place, the GC!

When i reached there, Hid and Jabs actually dedicated and sang songs for me. whoaa i was so touched. Their guitaring skills are really something to applaud on. And they really sang beautifully. For guys la! hehe =D I miss my budies v much! And they really came in good timing as i was feeling so tied down with so many stuffs at that time. These people give me inner strength, and i thank them for being my friends.

I've had my fair share of fun today (:

2008-05-13T05:01:00.000-07:00

Friday

I was early for school! :D :D Okay that is how elated i can be. I've started to arrive school later and later these days, hais. Attending PR&KMTG class have always been a joy. Faith is niceee.. and she explains clearly. Okay so, today is tutorial, but she wanted us to watch an indian musical-inspired movie called 'Saawariya'. It's a cool movie considering i have never experienced watching such dramas before. Halfway through, the electric power went off and we had to shift to the next class. It took us 40 minutes before we can actually get it started again, bleahh.

Happily watching the movie, all 22 of us, suddenly an indian lecturer came in. Everybody giggled. He was accompanied by another chinese lecturer. They came in for something important. Dead important. It was concerning students being late for class. Whoaa, i tell u i was like so guilty larh. Even though im not always that late. But this week just hasnt been my week.

I dropped my phone today, and a part of it chipped off. zzz the impact was so hard until some of my friends thought i dropped my laptop. Gosh. Class ended and i met the other half. He had his 3 hour break. We went to the library to get some books for reading. After that, we went back to my school (:

Finally meet with my 2 sisters at 4 to buy the presents for our mum. It was so much fun. Plain fun. But i got a bit grumpy towards the end cause my feets are crying for a massage. Sorry, my bad! =x hahaha i especially loved the huge card!

So basically, we bought this bracelet and brooch for mummy. A Body Shop package thingy for dear aunt. And a cute little toy kittie that makes purring sounds for grandma honey. Why a kittie cat? Cause she is insanely in love with these delicate creatures! haha my grandmama's a pet lover =)

Filled our tummies with a scrumptious dinner and we head home afterwards. It was 11pm before we set foot at our house.

muker maintain! =D

Read what it wrote, if u can.

One of the cards we wanted to buy, but invested on a SUPER HUGE one instead.

Chocolate man!

it's actually a mirror inside! Really

The camera hates me

The selenge bacins

Swirlations

2008-05-04T20:38:00.000-07:00

Monday

I came to class late today. haha 1 hour late to be precise. But, my lecturer was so nice to me still. wooO~ at least i did his homework. Heh

Azhar smsed in to say there's seni training today. But he smsed again to say he couldn make it since he is down with chickenpox. Oh well. I have 2.5hrs to do anything that i want before attending the meeting at Moberly.

I wonder whats gonna happen after this. Everything's definitely gonna change.

To all those going for the meeting too, all the best to u all! Hope u guys got the post u wished to get.

I feel so bored. but good at the same time. Hah, such contradiction.

After ITII, had CCS. I have to say, today's class has definitely been beneficial and useful for me in the long run. Guess what Ms Wong asked us to do? Randomly pick a religion for your group, and TADA!

We got Hinduism.

Hah! i literally laughed my ass off la.. Cause we wanted Islam since everybody is familiar to it. It's a good thing though we got Hinduism, cause none of us know nothing about it, and we definitely learnt alot from class today.

After class ended, met the rest of club people at clubhouse and we ate at Foodcourt 3. There were like 3 huge round tables conquered by our club. i had cocktail jelly! yummeh~

Soon, it was time for us to head to Moberly Meeting Room. And the results were out. I was damn surprised i got the Treasurer post though. Abu and Aishah psychoed me to think i'll get the secretary's job. And i was sort of mentally prepared to take that role. BUT. it's treasury life for me again... :D

By the looks of it, the formation of commitee and all, i'm certain we can make wonderful things happen. I just wanna take this opportunity to say, i'll miss u Muhd Farhan Bin Shamsudin! Like seriously =(

After results were out, we had our mini meeting. Oh ya, i was so surprised that k7 came! He told me he'll be in school till late to finish up project, and i totally didnt expect to see him today. frankly, i was ubberly sad when he didn pick up the call. All in all, he never fails to make my day.

Tuesday

Classes were awesome. Had Acc&Fin in the morning, but had 1.5hr break laterwards. So my group decided to stay awhile and finish up some work. Halfway, i saw a dude looking at me from the 3rd floor. He is such a rare beauty

Lunch ended fast and went for next lecture. There was a bird outside the window eagerly waiting to come in. The lecturer knew we were restless so he decided to put up a one-minute funny act for us. LOL. so sporting. hahaha. Class ended late, but i just made my way to library to return some books. And!! i saw him sitting on the long stairs drawing something with his mates. Wooo~

And he never realised i was there.

Something happened towards the night, something i do not wish to elaborate on.

Wednesday

Today is yet another interesting day for me. I was taking the MRT in the morning, and was smsing him about something. When the station reached Outram Park, i just had a feeling he's near; somewhere, somehow. And to my surprise, he really was in the same train as me. Btw, I was late, again? BUT, good thing something just happened and class had to start late. I came in the classroom just on time. A guest speaker came to class today to talk to us about the importance of public relations in an event. It was an eye-opener.

Lunchtime was spent on queueing at SAA. All newly-elected main committe members are supposed to be there to register or something. By the time i came back to FC3, it was already 12.45pm. Had a quick lunch before heading to GEMS class. Met k7 1st at Finance before going there. He was at his club. yay to him being the Vice pressie! :D

GEMS was crazy. i mean him-crazy. We were practically fighting over my notebook. How i wished he wouldnt have seen the page in the book. But well, it was still so farnie how we actually tried to strategise and protect the book from going to the hands of our opponents. Something i really think i'll remember. Us being so childish!

Class ended slightly early today. But i still had SPAC2GO AMM to attend in 15 minutes time. Wanted to eat, but no time. So ta pau lohs.. The tom yam fried rice was actually quite nice! Headed to LT12 but they changed venue to LT6. The event officially started at 3.50pm. I was so noisy at the back and kept on asking questions. LOL, so hyper. Ended early and so i went to silat training straight.

Training was as usual, the awesomest. And!! never in my whole life did i ever lead the group in Silat, suddenly Talha singlehanded me out and asked me to take charge of the stretching exercise for everyone. Like OMG. im so blur la please. Hahahahaha kelakar seram nyer..imagine like 40 over people staring at you doing the exercise and listening to your command. Weird sangat! i've always been the follower in silat. Whee, a brand new experience

Talha was nice today. He let the artistic team practice our moves. like yay whee whoo!! And, i am so happie with myself for improving so much today. With the help of Diana of course! Lalala we make a good time mann.. And we finished our Jurus 8 today.

He being the unexpected, waited for me to finish training. Say it with me now people! "Awww.." LOL. it was 7.30pm and i was hungry like mad. Didnt want him to go home late, but he insisted we have dinner first. Sooo.. we had dinner at Cavana. Spaghetti yum yum! It was one of the best dinners yet. Thanks for that (:

Thursday

Today.. had L&SOP and EC&MR. First lesson was spent on polishing up on my resume and sending it to Ms Rajes. Oh, this resume is to apply for the internship at SPH btw. Wish me luck in being accepted by the company as their intern! If not, i can always try other companies (:

Had lunch at FC1. and the uncle at the indian stall came back!! The ferst thing we ordered was the maggi goreng, like duh!! His maggi goreng is the best of the best can?! Anyone in SP must go try okay? :D So aniway, everybody bought the maggi goreng la; me putri tong ann and carven. My food is accompanied with Banana yakult juice. wooo~

EC&MR started off serious. Mrs Sam briefed us on the term test marking schemes and she sort of gave us a 'wake-up call'. hmm, she shouldve given us sooner though, i need constant reminders when i go sicktracked! Hahahahaha she gave us excepts from a book about World Expo. The reading materials that she gave were like on the same par like those university notes. Even still, World Expo is such an interesting topic. it ended exactly at 5pm.

Rushed out of SP to get the train and dropped by his house. Anyhow picked the cookie, but oh boy, the cookie was yummie sia. Wooo~ must go buy again. Someone actually believed there's a bird outside his window like ZOMG -_-" heh.

Had fun today, even though it's only been one hour =) see, ur still the best part of my day!

sidenote:

i've seen many things these days, which got my mind thinking.

live each day as if it is your last

do good deeds whenever wherever u can

cause u might never know

when your time is up

and u might never have that

second chance ever again

Happie the 7th! Let's make the 8th happen okay? ily muchies xoxo

2008-05-04T02:40:00.000-07:00

Surprise party for Hidayah had been fun. So many people were invited; spac2go, spsu, 4a ppl, choir ppl etc. its really cool to see so many people from different walks of life coming together and having fun. i made friends with the SPSM people, they rawk hardcore and they're freakingly funny. Good thing they are around coz i myself do not talk to 4a ppl that much aside from Rai herself. phew

k7 met with pras and sathiya first. i met with rai. they were buying gifts for hidayah, and we tagged in too. ain arrived soon after. All took a taxi there and we arrived the first. The only people present was Hidayah's family. Laterwards, SPSM people arrived then gradually Hid's besties and her choir juniors. The birthday banner painted by her bf plus his friends was so big. And i so totally loved Hid's picture on the other banner. She looked extremely hawt!

Ok so. SPSM people were very friendly to me. Maybe cause im in SP too or theyre just being friendly. Hah! Everybody got into their cliques at first but started to mingle with each other towards the night. The games were fun!

It was 10.30pm when we finally get our butts off the chalet. East Coast being so inconvenient, we obviously waited for the taxi for a super long time. I was worried that Raihanah's mum would scold her. Luck was on our side and we managed to get a taxi. Rai, me, k7 and sathiya shared the taxi. It's been fun

oh and yarh! i got new lenses! wooo~ he said it looked nice on me. hmmm and i finally banked in the cheque. hahahaha. For being such an angel, i rewarded myself by splurging with pens! hahahahaha

on another note..

i cant seem to get good sleep nowadays. i'm done with stuffs that are needed to be done, but my mind has been in unrest these couple of days. Maybe the flu is making me feel deprieved of my sleep? Gosh.

Azhar my senior called me yesterday morning. It's something pertaining to IVP. Anybody who wish to know more about what happened, ask me personally. Wardha was 'unhappy' things turned out to be this way. oh well! Everybody deserves a second chance i guess..

I met with Najib and Farhi on my way to the chalet. They were so surprised to see me. And how things changed. They asked quite a lot of questions, and i was actually in a rush. haha, nice to bump into u guys! :D

That is it for now then.

Current satus: Quite calm and collected

I wanna study and get good grades! wheee~

oh oh, and i hope things are going to go the way i envisioned it to be

puuhlease God? ^^,)

Adieu everybody, take care!

i love u!

It's so good to be by your side

2008-05-02T11:54:00.000-07:00

whateva the matter, we can solve it together

and i definitely won't give up the fight (:

2008-05-01T07:20:00.000-07:00

sent dear farhan to umrah
went to meet with old friends
had been super fun
god is really answering to my prayers
im starting to have better days
and and
he is such love.

im on top of the world!

2008-04-30T06:40:00.000-07:00

Take each day, one at a time.

One day at a time-this is enough.

Do not look back and grieve over the past,for it is gone.

Do not be troubled about the future,for it has yet to come.

Live in the present and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering.

2008-04-29T07:46:00.000-07:00

haha.
alot of people was late for today's class.
good thing im not the only one, haha..
ACC&Fin was okay, we're the 1st group to finish 2 tutorials at the same time
yay to us~
had 2 hours break
lunch was so funny, i didn realise time passed by so fast
bern and weimin got the attachment at NAC
congrats to them!
logis lec n tutorial was great
and we hav one more project to finish by next week
projects about doing an event at Tuas
L O L
after class, the rest went off to Ben * Jerry's since its free cone day
i went to spac2go booth
and report for duty
coincidentally hidayah was my duty partner
haha so cool
met some of her friends
and i made a few friends too
her friend dedicated a song to us
we were so paiseh over it we faster cabut from that place
haha
met with so many people too
i miss them all!
after duty, went to club
and they were doing the interview
i sat down awhile and became one of the 'judges'
wa they so nervous sey
hahahaha kesian
so didn get to training on time
oh well tomorrow still have
wheee
watching CSI now

im lovin' it.

The only right thing to do.

2008-04-28T07:57:00.000-07:00

School's been a total whooweee!
reached class 2 mins later than normal and lecturer was so superly cute
to talk about punctuality when there
is only 2 other people
in the class.
cool

CCS Presentation was hokay!
it was good tho
been a long time since we actually did presentations
after school reopens.

training was super fantasticly awesome?
but i felt ubber guilty
for not focusing and
putting in my best effort
even the seniors noticed a change in focus
damm i need to prove to them
i can do it lahh
i can i can i can
deadline to learn steps: may 10

they were glad to see me
and even thanked me for coming down
how sweet was that
pressure just went a few notches higher
after the psychotherapy

im looking forward to a new day now
which is better improvement
from the last
i hope this will last
at least after all the
term tests and competitions are over and done with

ur killing me inside, Mr Medic.

2008-04-26T22:18:00.000-07:00

my instructor gave a new assignment yesterday.
Im just thinking of getting it over and done with
IVP is nearing like hell
and we are still in Jurus 7, oh my

My to-do list is piling up like crap
reports and presentation slides are yet to be done
nothing seems so important to me animore
im seriously having the "fuck it and do it" mood now

God, please give me the strength now and guide me through all challenges. I'm getting weaker by the second. how i wish for better days.

important announcement!

2008-04-25T05:03:00.000-07:00

"PS. Btw Shiffa, thank you for your berkat my calculator came back to life, at around 6.30am Wednesday Morning. And the CSI? i didnt watch it either ;)" - extracted from Zhafir's blog

YAY!. The calculator revived back! Wheee see, prayers can do a good job (: and btw, my sis was watching it, so i only watching the last 5 mins of the show. Hah! =D

NURES! take care of ur back hokays! Worried sey me. Haiya euu. Must must must get well soon dear! (^^,

For my darlings who are at Lollipop now, have fun larh alamak! Sorry i busted out last minute. BUT, i shall redeem with a sleepover soon aite? Heh. Check ur calender n name me a date hokay, girls! ~~,)

mindisatwirl

2008-04-25T04:28:00.000-07:00

WEDNESDAY

GEMS was awesome!

well, not cause of the lectures

but because i have such awesome company with me

NURES sayang!

sorry yer if i suddenly became too violent

hahahehehuhu

My Big Fat Greek Wedding was super nice

i wanna watch it again!

went to club to 'redeem' other half

but i forgot that there is a main comm interview going on!

and gues what?

they added me in the list

shucks

saw Keith's sis today

and god, is she pretty

btw, who buys bandung at $2?

so expensive!!

THURSDAY is a drag

just cause there is like TWO 3-hour lectures with only ONE 15 minutes break in between

plus people not replying cause their ph batt's flat,grrr

anihoos, it ended quite on a good note

went to club after class to meet the rest

we're gonna have dinner at Aishah's place tonight

waiting for the VIP was torture

hahahahahaha

the food's great, everything's great

other half is becoming so adorable lately.

hmmm?

TODAY.

only had one class from 10-12pm

kalau ikutkan hati

i'd rather not go

with the fact that i'm already gonna be late

but for the sake of finishing CCS assignment which is due Monday

i went

and Faith has been good to me

decided to let me off this time

Made a trip to Finance again, and damn

it was closed.

went home with Fau and

had a super long power-packed sleep

wooo.

i feel so recharged now

P.S. i don't know why but i feel i made the right choice not going to Lollipop tonight.

it just ain't my thing.

and It's definitely time i need a break.

God has been watching over me

it doesnt matter if your hair's a mess

u'll still look as beautiful to me

2008-04-22T05:09:00.000-07:00

School has somehow been a drag lately.
Im getting lazier, gosh.
This problem cannot persist.
HAH.

Aniways, there's a new CCS assignment.
My group chose to watch 'My Big Fat Greek Wedding'
i have yet to watch it though.
Thinking of watching the movie after GEMS tomorow.
And maybe going for Wednesday training. Chey semangat betul
Monday's class was great. Learnt lotsa things from ITII.
even the lecturer knew we couldnt absorb that much so he decided to end class earlier
Aww, so understanding
CCS aka cross-cultural studies was interesting
We discussed about how we perceive Singapore culture as
Kiasu, durian, ERP charge, obedient are just some of the words used
Oh, and lecturer gave us a new assignment
we're supposed to watch a movie (as mentioned above) and write a report on it
as in observe the culture, ethics etc. that is being portrayed in the movie

Had kind of a bad start today, was late for class. its a good thing lecturer havent mark the attendance. phew
i seriously need help in accounts and finance!! =(
Logis tutorial is so lengthy. i got the concept right but there are so many factors to think of bleagh
saw ismail again during lunchbreak. and his friends too. we were teasing him on smth which is too embarassing to be mentioned here. hahaha kesian ismail!!
Smsed Aishah too! She's still in class though. So sad, their class ends at 6pm today. i miss her!
Can't wait for the dinner at her house this Thursday!

Went home early today. Someone gave me a nice surprise!
"i think find one day this week call u out fer dinner =D"
anddd it's none other than my old bud, KP!

Zhafir & Ibnu talked online too. Been so long since i last chatted with them. (:
Ibnu invited me to go and support this performance on Friday night.
i might not be free though
Plans for this week has been so tight sians

Everybody's been talking about the Lollipop event that's happening this Friday. It's open to ALL SP students and will be held at MOS. Ministry of Sound if u hadnt already know yet. Hmmm. everybody seems excited about it though
Oh and not to forget, happie 19th birthday Nur Nadiah Bte Zailani! Promise to meet soon okay? (:

IVP is in June. From what i've heard, term tests will commence on the 7th week. Ahhh dangs. hais. i seriously do not need this now.
Worst yet, i still have BE post to think about. Plus spac2go camp as the prog/games ic.

Solution anyone?

i love my

SHORT CUTIE COLLECTABLE STUFF! :D

2008-04-19T21:39:00.000-07:00

Saturdays have always been a bunch of fun.
Training was quite intensive
and i love my two red teletubbies
We so totally own their ass off
woohoo
Mum-and-kid time will always be looked forward to
and i love u mom! (:
Sunday is my lazy day to unwind
by hitting the books!
i so love my modules

my thoughts are still pending
emotions are stretched
at the end of the day
the pen is still in my hand, not yours (:

2008-04-18T07:46:00.001-07:00

i've had the most enjoyable time today

only got pissed off once coz of an asshole which i don bother to mention here

but it's all good now

whee

i love my

and BBQ @ Moberly rawks hardcore too!

Whheeeeeeeeeehoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

2008-04-15T06:33:00.000-07:00

let's cut it short

Went to school on time, this time
Accounting and finance was a bit dry, bt i'm starting to like it
We did our very first tutorial of the semester today
1.30pm class was cancelled, therefore allowing me to leave at 12pm (which i surprisingly did)
Met with Ismail and Som in Library, been so long since i last chatted with them
Decided to go home early (a rare occasion; my mum was so surprised to see me HAH!)
Was sick, made me sleep the whole day.. Ahh
Index finger on right hand was badly cut while trying to fix something
Discovered something which i never wanted to know in the first place
Junior asked for help in law (study date!)
Got nominated to be programme or games IC for SPAC2GO camp
A lot of tutorials to be done
Just finished replying to tesimonials (Anban jz gave testi and saw him in the bus the next day, so coincidence!)
Unexpected people chatted with me; mitsphire, Ama!!, ibnu etc.
There is CSI tonight, so not gonna miss it

Yay.. school! WooO~

When Heaven collects
Waves retreat into its caves
Tears dry on river's banks
A resplendent rainbow you pen
Pots of love amidst the green meadows
I see Hope with you

2008-04-14T06:19:00.000-07:00

Today marks the first day of my sophomore year as a senior. Felt so weird, but had lotsa fun laughing at freshies looking so blur and not knowing where to go. Had a bad start at first since i overslept, but things turned out much better throughout the later parts of the day. Lost my lucky sapphire earrings halfway cause was rushing for school. And rushing time totalled up to about 20 minutes before i finally get my butt out of the house.

Luck wasn't on my side though. As soon as i reached the busstop, 89 just left and i had to wait for approximately 20 minutes for another bus. Was about to flag a taxi after anxiously waiting for 10 minutes but a miracle somehow happened. Another 89 came! LAWL.

By the time the bus passed by the interchange, it was already 8am. Out of the blue, the freaking bus just stopped abruptly. Is it an omen for me to alight and just take the MRT? I'll reach in school on time then. But, after stopping 2 times, the driver got the engines running again. So

Had been fun waking up and rushing like a mad woman just to get my ez link card from the other half. Harhar. But it was all worth it i guess, just cause

School today was great. Lecturers who taught us today seemed quite strict but they have their fun sides portrayed too. The best thing is, they pointed out the major key points that is needed to look out for in the future as an events planner. It was really an eye opener

Had lunch with fellow pirates today! reminded me when i was a freshie then, hah. And Nures is in the same GEMS as me.. yay yay yay!!

After class, went to club to settle FO advancement settlement. Was a bit havoc at first cause i didnt know what items are being spent in the shops. But we sorted it out already, yeaaaa

i love today, i duno why. :D

get well soon alright. Do not worry about your studies la, though its good that u know exactly how important and crucial this academic year will be. But even then, take things slow. Focus on one task at a time, and set reasonable targets. You're not superman, nobody is anyway. AND, practice makes perfect dear! :D

2008-04-13T04:03:00.000-07:00

Thursday. Supposed to help out with welcome party but had other stuffs on. Aishah called in the morning to ask if i coming to settle FOC money issues. Oh well. At 6am, me and mum plus Rizq, went off to JB. It was so fun. Mum and i practically went shopping for hours. Bought a lot of stuffs too. Bags, shoes, food and more clothes. Again, money spent. Nyahaha. Hanging out with mum have always been the absolute best. Uncle invited us to his newly-bought home. It was so pretty!especially liked the 3rd storey - gaming area. Outside, there was a swing on top of a hut. We slacked there for a while and mum made curry noodles, yummeh~ She also bought more dunkin dounuts. I've had lots of fun. Glad i didnt go for the welcome party though.

Friday. Today's the day to meet freshies again. A post-activity for FOC. It was so much fun!! Pictures can be seen at BE Blog. I love frisbees and getting free piggy backs!

Bernice and i

Janet so strong!
Regina n Shu Min
us playing interlock soccer
Tug of war; seniors!

Saturday n Sunday. Ahh, the weekends. Time to unwind and relax. Finally had my hair cut and collected my spectacles. Sis and i promised to do facial tonight, can't wait!

Btw, tomorrow is the beginning of school. A start of being the senior, ohmigosh so old can! hope this semester is gonna be a good one for me. And schooling days will definitely be much better when u can sit in the same class with your loved one. i so look forward to every Wednesdays! Three cheers to opening of school! (:

i love school, i love school, i love school! :D

2008-04-09T08:44:00.000-07:00

oh my.. where do i start
it's been such a hectic week so far
i barely have time for myself

30th march to 3rd april was the FOC 08/09. and boy was it fun!! The pictures are stil in the process of uploading cause theres tons of it. I teamed up with Darrell and we got allocated to Henry Every! Gosh, they are really a bunch of enthusiastic campers; JQ, Dominic, Nat, Marie, KY, Chuen En, Daniel, Lena. Really learnt alot throughout my journey as a GL. Learnt how to be responsible! hah. =D glad i took the role of becoming a GL, wooO~ Alot has to be said, but let's just cut it short. I so simply loved the moment we were by the sea, lazying around the campfire and just singing camp songs. It turned so wild till we eventually sang the most unimaginable song ever. Our very own national song AND anthem. It was really THE moment. At that point of time, the last night at St. Johns, everybody turned crazy. even the campers! Asking them to leave the beach and return to their bunks, they simply wouldnt budge and continued sitting there and continued singing songs! Hah, how i wished you were there beside me, i simply couldn find u at the campfire =( Okay, so in brief, i love St. Johns. i love FOC 08/09 and all those extraordinary ppl who made it happen. And not to forget, i love my freshies! Pirates rule! Be Spirit, EVERLASTING!

Side note: thanks for coming for my club's FO. Couldnt imagine how tired u were after the 3 camps marathon. Sweetest thing ever! (:

4th April was spent at home sleeping! Duh uh.. On the 5th, supposed to go to SP to train. But overslept or smth, didnt make it on time. Dear Nures called to ask if im free to attend Putput dad's birthday party. But i had CC training during that time too, bleahx. In the end, mum said there will be a family dinner tat night. And again, plans are cancelled and i went to dinner with them instead. Dropped by CC though to make payments for insurance fees. They going to Pasir Ris Park to train, gosh such a waste i couldnt tag along. Oh well, sometimes u just have to let go of good things so that better things will come your way. Just like the dinner! Hahaha, its been soooooooo long since i had dinner together as a family. My bad for returning home late. Some of the pics!

black pepper chicken chop, one of my fave!

he so LOVED ice-creams.

Mum's beef lasagna if i not wrong

Another treat for him; brownies with choc chip ice cream

And uncle's curry chicken thingy (mum said it was nice)

After that, i initiated to buy new specs, for no apparent reason. Harhar. My mum was cool about it. And i got a super freaking big discount at less than $200 just cause i know the shop owner. Woots. Purple frames

6th April marks another exciting day. Shopping time. ALL the ladies in the house joined the shopping spree, including the banker. MY MUM. WooO~ Finally, no RIZQ ASYRAF at sight. We went to EXPO since there was a huge sale going on. John Little and POPULAR. My mum was such a dear and we bought practically everything that we got our eyes glued on. At the end of the day, everybody was so happie and satisfied.From shoes to bags, to stationaries of all sorts, and toiletries to make-up and flip flops, plus clothes and beautiful dresses and the list goes on. How could we not be happie? Hahahahaha.. But, obviously there was a big hole in my mum's pocket lar. Total spendings were about $600 plus. Yikes? But she doesnt seemed affected by it. Yay! We love our mum.

Side track abit, 6th april was my instructor's wedding day. So sorry i couldnt make it as i've already had plans. Hope u two will have a blissful and long-lasting marriage ahead! (:

Okay, on the 7th. I don't think i went to school. Shit, it was only 2 days back and i can't remember what i did. Hah. Nvm about that. OOh yes!! Right after camp, was supposed to sign up for GEMS. Encoutered so many problems lar, and my mum as so sweet to actually call the GEMS in-charge while i was in camp. haha. the GEMS i wanna take was full-house already so gotta take something else. Tried numerous times but to no avail. k7 was as worried sick as me. Kesian.. So took a gamble, waited for the 5pm slot on 4th april. The OPEN registration. Practically tried every GEMS possible. And we finally got one which is in our favour! Near to our class and its on a Wed!

k7's class has been changed to T3A! Yay, how wonderful! more chances in colliding then hehe (:

8th April. 10.30am, ANCELL called. Went to Paya Lebar to take main comm tee. And boy, was it heavy. Lawls. And i was food deprived. Bleahx By the time i reach school, it was too late to help out in the freshies orientation. So, bought lunch and ate outside SAC. Coincidentally there was a treasure hunt for BE. and SAC was one of the pitt stops.

imagine u were happily eating chicken strips while having a nice chat with a senior, and suddenly all the freshies come buzzing around you. With their eager eyes? HAHA, damm hilarious can? cute sia! It was actually Ama whom hey have to search for. Haha. cute juniors of mine. FRESHIES. muahahaha :D

Soon after, had a short GL meeting to plan for the sentosa outing this Friday. Den, had to go off early to prepare for Fau's surprise birthday celeb. It was so funny. She said she couldnt make it last minute cause her bf is terribly sick. Den we ended up calling the superly sick bf and asking him to coordinate with us. haha so adorable.. We bought for her Mrs. Field's cake, her ultimate fave! Happie 18th Bday Mona Bitch! ((:

We surprised her at Starbucks, and they decided to have dinner at Fish & Co. The ambience was just perfect. Simply loved the time when there was a live performance. Was about to find that legendary ass cause he claimed he don't know where the place was. But my friend was like laughing, and pointed outside. And there he is! Chey3

After that, we went to some place closer to our hearts and ate dinner. It was such fun, awesome company. I wished we could go and eat there again. Lovely ending to a long, tiring day. You've always been the best! :D

GILER face of the Asses

*PS: moments slacking outside club window had been fun. Thanks Aishah and Ama, love you! ((:

(unglam face of me, but oh well they sure do look pretty!)

Okay, so that practically sums up the best moments of the week. There are many many stories to share, but too bad i had to sleep now. Tomorrow will be shopping day again, with mum alone since others are schooling. woots! And a trip to de salon, like finally. I love my life. And i love you

2008-03-29T19:22:00.000-07:00

heys.
nows 10.25am
wonder why i woke up so early just now
haha
got everything packed already
but gonna make a trip to grandma's first
before going off
like finally
after so long not seeing her
meeting time changed to 2 instead of 5
bleaghs
i hope i can see a glimpse of the other half
before going to camp
he better not tag along with my camp
it'll be too tiring for him
especially with his own camp going on
right after mine
hais
toopid gundu for not bringing a charger now

What an ass.

2008-03-29T01:16:00.000-07:00

harlo! today's a good saturday. Cik didot's friend came to our house and taught mum and aunt how to make a special dish. i think they interested in making a business out of it. Remembered how mum used to make money making the roti kirai and the roti boyan; she has a deep passion for cooking. I shall learn from her someday and be a good cook!

Now is 4.20pm. I miss the other half already. bleagh hope everything's fine there tho' 5 GLs didn turn up. Keep that chin up, my dear ass! ((: Anihoos, will be going for CC training in about an hour's time. I just returned home from buying stuffs for camp, and i have yet to pack for tomorrow! Oh, and i won't disclose what i bought, just because

Gonna get changed for training at 5.30 and pack for camp which last 5 days 4 nights. Oh, gotta ask my family to help register for GEMS since i won't be at Singapore! There might be another family dinner again tonight, looking forward to it since it'll be the last time having dinner before i'm off to camp. Will update again later if there is anything to really update about. I so can't wait for Day 0.

Adieu everybadehh! ((:

2008-03-28T08:55:00.000-07:00

26th March marks the day where BE FOC 0809 OC and helpers/ GLs are supposed to come down to do an MT Night; which stands for Mystical Tribal night, not empty night. Aniway, everybody helped each other out. Game master and missy briefed us on all the stations. We did a short walk to all the stations. The people that we wil be scaring would be the EEE and SD club ppl. duno if got other clubs anort la. Aniway, the briefing ended about 715 and we were given till 9pm to do basically, whatever we want. Lazy to go Clementi to eat, some of us ate instant noodles. AGAIN. hahaa.. saw Kak Wiya and Wardha halfway!! missed them truckloads. They planning for upcoming silat camp too! anden.. a few mins b4 nine, saw the other half yay!

After that, we proceeded to FC5 foyer to do another round of sing-a-long. crazy Nures was there with me too! nyahaha. and she brought OCK! yummeh! even though i already got 2 huge ulcers. dorts. Other half tagged in too for a while. "i got peace by the river..~

By 10+ everybody started preparing for their stations. Putting on ghastly make-ups, applying lipsticks on nails, face, fingers etc. my station was at Workshop 5. Together with me are Abu, Douglas, Bernice, Beatrice and Jayne. Funny ghosts. My eyes got so red by the end of the night. the dust in W5 is really that bad sia.. And the OCs are so evil! they purposely close the locker tightly so that i wont go out. dots.. really surprised to see some of them being scared.. especially the guys, HAH!

After that, went to take a shower at Moberly. Thanks for the AWESOME company! nyahaha. tried to sleep at sports hall, but it was a bit noisy with the sound of poeple dragging their feets. sheesh. then, went straight to bed at SD. Obviously, didn sleep at my club; BE CLub is so exposed and so many people will be walking past in the morning. And guess what, those who went to sleep there, got caught again!

The sleep was really good. aircon damn cold! and we slept till 4 in the afternoon. wahahhaha.. walked in my club and there they were, doing their own stuffs. Didn know Aishah came looking for me, since she wanted to go see Cynthia. Sorry, was dead sleeping! Anyhoos, phone battery went dead about 3+pm. didn realise it until i fully woke up. Rushed to club to get charger, and good thing nobody called. We were actually wating for IKEA furniture to arrive. Time allocated for delivery: 2-6pm. It was 5+ then, so decided to give IKEA a call. And was so irritated that they are JUST about to send their team to deliver the goods. Wth!!

6pm. The furniture came. Everybody helped to cary the stuffs and we assembled it outside clubroom. Took us about 1.5hours before we are done with the 3 furnitures.

Other half went off first to get himself changed and pack stuffs for his Prep camp the following day. Went home with Farhan, Mangkuk and Rizq instead. At the end of the night, only God knows how tired i was! (or maybe not)

Random note: Xav and Reg bought beanbags too! Each costing $125.. Woohoo~

....................................................................

TODAY. Met other half early in the morning before he went off for camp. After that, continued sleeping in till it was 1 in the afternoon. Went off to Bras Basah to collect club stamp and had the sudden urge to buy donuts. i simply love the double chocs.

Reached school about 3.45pm. Cleaned up clubbie a bit, then settle treasury stuffs. Cynthia saw the furnitures already, and i am just about to finish up my last round of treasury updates. Now waiting for the green light from Cynthia, before settling the surplus for Furniture and secretariat. Club t-shirts will be ready on 8th April!! will be looking forward to it!

Me and Ama were hungry, so went to 7 11 to buy food. Saw some spaghetti thingy and we tried it, not that bad after all. Somehow reminded me to bring the other half to Spaghettitoo after our camps have ended! Can't wait!! Mozerella cheeseeeeeeee.

Went back club, saw glimpse of other half doing FO stuff. Oh, and Abu's gf came to our club today! =)) Aniway, at 8, everybody decided to go home. i stayed a while, just to clean up club. can't bear to leave it in such a messed up state; as it is somehow already my second home. Sooo, yeah stayed till 9.45pm and im done for the day.

Day 0 is in 2 days time. Wonder how the camp will be like. Gives me butterflies in the stomach. Hope my 2 ultra huge and utterly painful ulcers in my mouth will recover before camp starts. and not to forget, my superly duper tomato-coloured redded sore eyes. boohoo, stupid ulcer, now i can't talk that much.

Another random thinggy: Other half and i have decided what GEMS to take together. yay! ((:

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Been talking about how busy i was with Club work and talking about club's progress. So, below are a few pics on how it actually looks like. Enjoy, Ciao! (:

okay this is the front door of my club, well, actually the back of it la.

Beside it, is a super big glass! and thats the bean bags im talking about!

One of the stuffs we just bought from IKEA..
FO Stuffs; abit neater since its being labelled. (back of club)
the cupboard on the right has just be bought at IKEA too..
Not forgetting new printer from Courts and nest of tables from IKEA again..
Secretariat's work area (with a super old computer!!) Bulletin board and a few more shelves

be strong when things fall apart

2008-03-25T08:32:00.000-07:00

there are many things concurrently happening now
confusing my thoughts
mixing my emotions

sometimes i react the way
i never would have
but in such a crazed state
i tend to do things stupid

stay with me now
cause i know
i can pull it through
especially with you
as my pillar of hope
my angel in disguise

im about to enter a time of many changes
some are small
and others may affect me in the long term
All im hoping now
is that all these changes
add up to an even better outlook for me

i may be confused about many stuffs, but there is one thing im definite about

this has by far been one of the best times we ever had, cheers to 170 days!

2008-03-25T07:59:00.000-07:00

hi! first of all, i would like to thank those people who were at Club from the period between 7-9pm yesterday, haha. To name, its farhan, abu, keith, ama and aishah. Everything's all worked out beautifully, don worry people. (:

Anihoos, other half never fail to make me happy.

"Knock knock. U better not sleep. Burglar coming ur house tonight."

i love mini cornettos! yummeh~

Really dunno what GEMS to take with em. hmm, any suggestions anyone?

Oh, and today, GLs suppose to do another recce at St. Johns but i was running a high fever

smsed camp chief, and he understood. oh well, really wanted to go sia

shouldnt have walked under the rain yesterday, zzz

so decided to take a day off everything and just relax my tired soul

BUT something have to definitely come up right

so once again, trip to grandma's have to be cancelled. grrr

and went to some ulu place at paya lebar to make the tees for BE MC alone

haha

it was seriously fun though

independant self exploring the world

okay fine, exploring small Singapore (somehow reminded me of my scouting days)

haha, so it took quite a while before i got to the right place

and the staffs there were so nice

sealed a deal with them

absorbed GST and good service (free Green tea, my fave!)

and all my requests are granted, whee~

And i actually got the receipts all on the day itself? woo~

happie la, no nid go there again to confirm

By then, its 5pm

wanted to make club stamp, but scared shops closed

den decided to take a risk and just go to bras basah la

the shop closes at 7, phew

made the stamp too! another achievement of the day

went to Pops to buy stationary

Sis happie about the feathery pencil thingy i bought for her

said she gonna use it whenever she writes in her secret diary

hahaha to top it all off, it ended off perfectly

meeting the other half to have dinner

at a chinese halal place

tho we got lost, again

but it was all worth it

woooots. brings out memories huh :D

"...its a good day to ____!..."

*yay, im so happie with myself today (:

XoXoXo

2008-03-23T06:48:00.000-07:00

tired, let me write things in point form then.. Many things had happened. Some good, some bad.

Friday

went to expo for the food fair

so many people were there

ate honey chicken wings, fried ice cream

and lots more

collided with fana and her sis halfway

they were buying the otak-otak too

its been so long since ive seen them

i've miss them so

dad bought furnitures for dining

as well as the kitchen area

altogether costing a few thousand of dollars

but the whole family was happie

and thats all that counts

Saturday

Head off to SP with other half

went for training

felt excited to learn more

luckily i could recall back the steps

for my regu

the seniors were there too

diana and me managed to learn till jurus 6

quite happy with it

yay.

but a senior approached and asked if i was okay

coz i seemed so dazed

hmm..

After that

other half was still in school

doing some fo thingy

decided to go home and rest

cancelled off the trip to grandma's

boohoo

5 oclock strikes

and went to cc for another training

its damn fun

i missed everyone there

its been so long since i stepped foot at the cc

instructor and friends welcomed my presence

i love them, a whole lot

the training was tough

running about 30 rounds around the place

but we got through it all

after training officially ended

went to buy fries there

my favourite!

then taught huda & fana regu

we planning to join for intergrasio

they are fast-learners, and i mean super fast

took quite a number of pics

with my brothers

i was so happie to see them

and they seem excited to tell me on whats been happening in their lives

too bad i couldn tag in for dinner

Sunday

Met with Skye, Reg, Ais, Shu Min, Xav and Kiat Hua

it was great fun

shopping for furniture

at IKEA

i bet the club's gonna look awesome

and many wonderful things happened there

aisha got her bday surprise

inside an unpaid box

the card is sooo farnie

and i got a free trolley ride at IKEA

good service from Skye

nyahah

pooot pooot

follow me!

Farhan tagged in laterwards

and we bought printer too

cant wait for the ppl to deliver our cupboards, shelves and nest of tables

on thursday.

others wanted to go to the ACM

as recommended by Rajes

wasnt feeling that well

so went home early

and had a good rest

Monday

was going out of the lift, when i saw Ismail

took quite a while before we recognize each other

dots.

in the bus, saw another silat friend

he was surprised to see me, lol!

so went to school

to settle treasury stuffs

was on the way there

when the Finance officer called

lols. she was nice tho

Met Farhan and we both went up

quite a number of docs to sign

slack at club

and here i am

home.

i can't believe i shed 3 kilos within 6 weeks

haiz.

2008-03-20T22:31:00.000-07:00

OMG this may sound SO random

considering i just posted 2 entries like 5 minutes ago

but i miss so many people right this second!!

Raihanah definitely!

CC Silat Mates

SP Silat mates

Sec school friends

BE Club mates

Primary school besties even?!

haha its all weird

and i'm craving for more ice cream, sushi and all things japanese!

i just wanna laze by the beach and gaze at the stars tonight

sounds like a plan? heh

Head over heels.

Crazy beautiful.

2008-03-20T21:58:00.000-07:00

20th march

spent most of the time

having a good, well-deserved sleep

and spending quality time with my other half

Breakfast was awesome

as well as the chocolate milk

it was a nice surprise though

to have 27 missed calls and so many messages

in such a short span of time

glad to have met you

cause it made me feel a whole lot better

yay!

im a happie girl.

21st march

at home.

resting my feverished body

clearing my mind

and refreshing my soul

back to its usual self

i love myself! haha!

oooooh, and yes,

HAPPIE 18TH BIRTHDAY TO DEAREST AISHAH YUSOFF!

may all ur dreams and aspirations come true dear.

don't stress too much hor,

anything u can depend on us to help u

love u lots!

Plans ahead

22nd march: CC Training

23rd March: Trip to IKEA and other places to buy club furnitures

24th march: Trip to SP to sign some treasury documents from Cynthia Ang

25th march: Trip to St. Johns again for GLs and OCs

26th march: FOC Empty Night

27th March: RESTING TIME

28th-30th march: Other half's Prep camp

31st March: Financial Year Closing

31st-3rd April: BE FOC 08/09

4th-6th April: Other half's FOC 08/09

I can't wait for the coming days to come!

and and

I love purple underwears! nyahaha =D

2008-03-20T21:06:00.000-07:00

BE FO Prep Camp!

Helluu, okay this post is like 2 days late but oh well. haha

prep camp was dated on 17th to 19th march

it was okay larh, normal experimental camp

where everybody learns their mistakes now

so as to prevent future ones in the FOC itself

1st day

somehow it was a drag

people don't know each other

the camp activities started out late

there was no enthusiasm in campers

MT night was okay

some of the campers know nothing about it

so, they as helpers should go through it first

rather than do the stations which they have no idea of

what to do

seniors tried out the stations

many constructive feedbacks given

everybody learns

campers inform OC whats on their minds

treat us like helpers, not campers

teach us what needs to be done, and how things work out

what are the procedures

cause thats what we are going to be on the actual day

helpers, not campers

2nd day

its a brand new day with a new beginning

campers started to get hyped up

positive energy from them

OC started to regain confidence

and the singalong was just awesome

the games started to be more fun to participate in

and people started taking initiative

disco night was good

campers got freaked out when they were told

about the solo night

the OC pulled it off

there is a glimpse of

the BE Spirit in all of them

3rd day

went to St. Johns island to recee the place

it was great fun

very pretty island i must say

Eddie Ali explained everything about that island

in and out

made me feel more geared up

and looking forward for the camp

dolphins, crabs, prawns, blue octopus

picturesque view of Singapore from st. johns

its a must to bring along ur cameras

and the water is so nice

but the strong currents and waves really scares me

it was nice dozing off for a couple of hours or two

raining, in a foreign island

As a whole

i think the OC did quite well

nobody's perfect

everybody makes mistakes

and learn from them

even though some decisions are not made decisively

but still

OC deserve an applaud for such astounding effort

not to mention campers who performed

like Kiat Hua, Ari, Cedric etc.

who outshined others with their leadership capabilities

and awesome personality

3 cheers to them too!

Frankly, i felt so lousy nowadays

even during the camp

i wasnt at my best mood

personal matters shouldn collide with school matters

and dats wat professionalism really meant

hope to buck myself up by actual FOC

and not disappoint those people who

appointed me to be the GL

thanks for the rare opportunity! (:

BE Spirit,

everlasting!

thanks for being there

wherever

whenever

i needed someone

you are my bestfriend

my pillar of strength

and not to forget

ur the best i've ever had!

much love and kisses! ((:

2008-03-16T04:29:00.000-07:00

13th & 14th March
Helped BE out in Enrolment Exercise. Was supposed to help under SPAC2GO but I don’t know where they are stationed at. On the 13th, we are involved in the introduction of SP, and on the 14th we set up a booth to promote our camp. Got to know quite a lot of freshies, and my course intake increase up to 120 from 80.

These past two days have been one of the best ever, and only 1 person in this world knows the reason why (: I love pepperoni and Hawaiian pizzas!

15th March
Went to SP to train at 10 today after a long break from Silat. It’s more of a self-initiated training. Since IVP is in about 3 month’s time, we started to train more. Diana and Falina will be in my team for Regu. I can’t wait for the coming days to train with them! Lucky thing, I managed to recall the steps and felt a little relieved about it. I just hope I can commit to all the trainings. Being an interim treasurer is really killing me. On a good note, I learnt a whole lot of treasury procedures and stuffs while my dear treasurer Ubai is away for ITP.

Grabbed lunch and was doing the treasury updates in club. Mad came in shortly after I opened up the clubhouse. Went to food court 5 to withdraw the remaining money for FO camp rental + games/props + first aid money; altogether amounting to $970. Good thing SP invest in such a thing called an ATM machine. The money for club shirt for MC has also been transferred to Fathy’s account. Yay, killing two birds in one stone. Now, I’m just waiting for furniture and secretariats money to be banked into my account. And, not to forget the reimbursement for Lezlie’s money. More trips to Finance for me then………………

By then, it was 2. And I have to be at Tampines by that time. HAHA, great. I’m supposed to meet the other half to go to our secondary school for a charity bazaar. But, luck wasn’t on our side though because the event ends at 3pm. However, we still made a trip there to meet up with my old friends. I missed Nadiah a lot! Everything there has changed. The renovation is still ongoing and frankly, the colour scheme for the new block sucks hardcore. Haha. Saw Mr. Bernard!!! OMG, I miss my discipline master truckloads too! People say he became thinner or something. Anyway, was in the midst of conversation when Zul told me that my sec 2 form teacher wanna see me. -_- Called her but she was busy at that moment. So, me and k7 walked around our old school to see what has changed. Saw the principal and teachers all, and they clearly remembered k7! Chey chey chey.. Haha. Somehow I feel so awkward there. Remembering the times when I know nothing about him in my four years of Dunman life. And how beautifully things ended up this way. It all seemed too good to be true.

Halfway through, met her halfway and we sat down. Apprently, she got to know from Zul that i am in the events sector and she was wondering if i can help her organise a school's function; particularly the teacher's day celebration. She briefed me on what needs to be done all la. Wa, gonna be a good experience for me then, extra stuffs to add in to my events portfolio. Now, i must send in a proposal to her. I hope everything will turn out great!

16th March
I woke up late today. Felt good to sleep in once in a while and not bother about anything at all. Ate lunch and helped sis with Math. Mum helped me to get some medicine because I’ve been sick for the past how many days also. I wonder if I can survive the 3 day prep camp which starts tomorrow. And I still haven’t pack up for camp, yikes. I feel so lazy!

2008-03-11T19:10:00.000-07:00

Today is March the 12th, but i dunno why its dated thw 11th. Haha Plans today; make a new ATM Card. Apparently, the existing card is nowhere to be found. And Club's cheque worth $1,000++ is written under my name. Can't wait for advancement of Club Fixtures and Furnitures money to be out, then we can go shopping and re-vamp the whole Clubhouse! Oh, the bank's only going to be open at 11am, nows a pathetic 10. yawns.. The Ass is probably sleeping in his Club now since he just finished the camp's night walk in school.

School's starting soon, very soon. I can't wait for year two to start. With a bang of course. Tomorrow, will be going to beloved school of mine again for duty. Enrolment exercise starts tomorrow i guess, and good thing my shift starts at 2.30pm. More sleeping time for me, yay yay..

Many things that just happened or were about to happen, got me reminiscing back about the times when i was just a freshie. I missed those times. Being a noob and knowing no shit at all about poly life. It's been a fruitful and meaningful experience so far (:

The Ass claims that his camp ends today, and not tomorrow. Whoopie for me eyy. Somehow, I wished SD and BE could work with one another again, just like the Talentime held last year. But, i guess some things should and must not happen. Hah. For the good i suppose. Don't get me wrong, we're not in loggerheads or in bad terms with each other. It's just that there are certain circumstances (not gonna disclose here) which doesn't allow us to do things together. Surprisingly, i understood the reason to why it had to be this way.

Two days back, made a trip to school to settle some monetary stuffs and the surplus for ADD. But, stumbled upon a few problems halfway and we had to terminate the plan to meet Cynthia. Since there's nothing left for me to do in school, decided to head home. But others insisted i'd stay for the overnight FO thingyy. Called mum and she was okay with it. Rock on mum!! So understanding can. hah AND, dad wasnt mad cause i informed em during the last minute. Wooo

And besides, i have to go school the following day to get the cheques from Finance. So might as well sleep over in school than have to waste transportation time from Pasir Ris to Dover. The Sleepover is so fun and refreshing. Really excites the soul. HAR HAR. I've had the most fun times of my life when im in BE Club. This club really makes each and everyone one of us feel so special. I love my club mates, feel like they are my bros and sis already.

We played musical chairs outside clubhouse and even dance cha cha cha, with more than 10 surveillence cameras recording our every move. Music and laughter engulfed the whole area and we were in high spirits. We broke quite a number of club rules so far. Its a wonder why we haven't received any demerit points yet. haha.

This is how the night was spent. We enjoyed dinner at Clementi, with a mountain-high rojak shared between us. About 9pm, headed back to school and practised the camp songs. It was so much fun. In the midst of cheering, mum called. I was shocked la, maybe i have to go home or something. But, she just wanted to check if i was okay. She probably already missed me lars. heh

Then, we continued painting the props. I did the wheel of the ship! haha And, we did a few coffins. Mangkuk also did one with Abu. It turned out great, even though Mangkuk hadnt had enough sleep the day before and Abu was feeling sad over something. Yay to them!

Played musical chairs and Skye taught me some chachacha moves. After that, went for a night walk, 14 of us. woo. It was pitch dark, but some areas are so well lit and that really sucks. SP is spooky. Had 'trash talk' after that and i'm glad that happened. haha by then, everybody felt so sleepy, especially me!

Tuesday morning, went to Finance to collect cheque and dragged myself back home. Slept the whole day. I was so blur i didn even know wat day it was.

Signed up for a new line on Saturday. Got hold of a new hp, even though the last time i got a new one was only a year back. But that was a present la. Haha Requirements for that new phone: Nokia (user-friendly for tech noobs like me), can play music and got N at the front. So, got N81.

8-1 = 7 PLUS POINT! (inside joke)

Please ask personally via msn or chatbox for my new number. Thanks! ((:

Dad bought another Plasma TV last week. And he is putting it in my room -_- Now the frequency rate of people entering my room has tripled. I don't like the sound of it one bit. Blehhhh

On another note, its quite good la. Cause the MIO thingyy is in my room, and SCV at the main hall. More movies to watch at the comfort of your own bed.. Ahh, the goodness..

One more announcement! Dad bought new camera, which he claims is the latest model! LOL. why is dad being such a techno freak all of a sudden, i wonder why..

Okay dat sorta sums up how Shiffa's life is like from 8-12th March 08 (: Other dates not updated, will be done shortly/soon/asap/when i have the time. Now im off to the bank. Ciao everybadehh!

I don't ever wanna lose this feeling

2008-03-06T04:24:00.000-08:00

i am bored. i dunno what to blog about first

Highlights for the past 2 weeks

HSBC Women's Championship Volunteer experience

SD overnight to plan out night walk route

A talk with Ms Cynthia Ang

and much more.

im just plain lazy now.

and i feel like clicking 'Publish Post'

right about

NOW.

2008-02-23T03:36:00.000-08:00

YES!

FINALLY!

BE Annual Dinner & Dance 07/08 is done.

And it was so awesome!

Despite the endless setbacks and disappointments, all of us pulled it through to a rather successful and satisfying event. Glad that everybody enjoyed the night; the MC, OC, VIP and especially the targeted participants – the graduating students.

Organizing committee rocked super hardcore! Without this bunch of special individuals, this event will never be a reality, especially one that we envisioned.

Aishah – I so gotta thank this girl for giving her all in this event. Despite the mounting commitments she has to face, she still survived it all. From the endless questions she had to answer from the lecturers, to the ticketing sales and the administration part. Its so super dead tiring to have been doing it over and over again and she really got my respect for that. I mean, who would want to go to school just for 10 minutes to settle ADD stuffs when it’s the holiday period? She would. (: There have been a few disagreements and miscommunications along the way, but that’ll never injure the strong bond of friendship we’ve had. I still can’t wait to sleepover at your house okay!

Amalina - 3 words for this girl. Calm and collected. Goodness gracious, being calm despite having HUGE problems is really a tough job for everyone. But, Ama is so calm throughout the whole planning of event. It’s really rare to see her explode and spouting profanities (which I don’t think I ever recall her saying any). I think that’s her forte; being calm despite all difficulties. That will really be useful when you are in the events sector. Anyway, have to thank Ama for continuously giving her support and saving us all when we are on the verge of insanity. All hail to Amalina! =P

Evelyn & Wei Lin – Being in charge of the entertainment company is really an arduous task. You guys really shine on that day itself. Taking initiative and being responsible for the smoothness of the event. I really applaud you guy for your efforts. Thanks to Wei Lin, we got the sash done. Thanks to Evelyn, we are able to liaise with the entertainment company pretty well. Thanks to both of you, we got ourselves a really awesome entertainment company who had given the attendees a time of their lives. The photo-taking booth is so brilliant, especially when it is all personalised. Everybody felt so special and noticed! Oh oh, and I love the smoke machine!

Xavier & Kathleen – The meeting minutes was done efficiently. Yay to that! Haha. Well, you guys really helped a lot in the success of the event. Taking care of the reception and all, it is really a complicating job to do with some of them not bringing their tickets especially. And I didn’t know you guys are still outside waiting for the late attendees to arrive! Oh my gosh, that’s what is called being responsible. Applauds to these 2 brilliant people!

Abu & Gideon – I gotta say these 2 people really can make miracles happen. Despite the money for lucky draw prizes given late, you managed to get all 10 of them. How wonderful! Thanks to Abu, he already know of the places to buy the prizes before buying them, thus saving precious time for us all. And thanks to Gideon, the vegetarian problem was solved in a nick of time. Oh, and without your positive mindsets, we would not have gone this far.

Regina – Treasury matters have always been a headache. But you managed to liaise with the hotel associates pretty well, and that already is a very gigantic achievement that got us good service not to mention, good food too! From apple tarts to hot banana crumble and lasagna, hot chocolate to carrot soup and strawberry shortcake, the food was simple awesome! There is so much to eat, and so little time, really! Haha anyway, you really did a super duper amazing job on the things you are assigned to. And lastly, Happy 18th Birthday to you! (:

Zhi Kai – Okay this guy is really cocky. But, when all things come to a complete whirl, a little laugh would do wonders. Simply loved the designs he created for the banner, tickets etc. And thanks to him, the added segment of the Latin dance done by his seniors made the attendees simply awed and glued to the performance. And, the funny dance he did on stage was just super hilarious!

Something extra to add on:

Thanks to Eddie Ooi and other staffs from Grand Cophthorne Waterfront Hotel for the superb service and to Inspiration Events for making the event an enjoyable one. Without any of your services, we may not be able to give these graduates what they truly deserve.

Thanks to sporting lecturers like Ms Rajes and Mr Ong for participating and giving support to us Events students. We love you!

Thanks to Fathy, Mangkuk, Lezlie, Douglas and Rongfa for attending our ADD. It is sincerely appreciated by all of us, from the bottom of our hearts.

Farhan and Jerelyn, you guys are the back support for our team. Without your useful advices, we wouldn’t have made it this far. Even during the actual event itself, you guys constantly check on us to see if everything’s okay. How sweet is that? I’m gonna miss you guys!

Gabriel Soh: Thanks for endlessly helping our event, and being a great hairstylist. Funny guy you are, and thanks for the never-ending support!

The Legendary Ass: Even though you are not part of the BE Club, you still came and helped us through. Especially me. You may feel as if you are just a complete stranger, but I feel as though you are already part of the BE family, and I’m certain the rest of BE Club members feel the same way too. Thanks for being there during my toughest moments, and I’m glad you were there with me to enjoy the night which holds a deep meaning only we know. I’ll definitely remember this night forever (:

Random note: The best moment during this ADD planning has definitely been the moment when everybody is preparing for the big night. Rushing to look good, everybody helpin one another to put the fake eyelashes, eyeliner, styling & straightening the hair, and even the chaos of just ironing the dresses. Even the guys put in their fair share of dolling the girls up! Oh, and they really made a terrible mess on the King-size bed. LOL! i wished that moment would happen again.

Maybe a chalet for BE Club would just do the trick? Heh.

It's been a long jouney, enthusiastic at the start, a little bitter in the middle, but brilliantly sweet in the end. I've learnt alot throughout the planning and I've made good friends along the way. Glad to have worked with this special bunch of people! All the above that i mentioned, I may not have said it verbally or maybe never at all, but i sure do mean it at the bottom of my heart.

3 cheers to BE Club and BE ADD Committee 07/08!

Be Spirit, Everlasting..

2008-02-21T03:12:00.000-08:00

Hi!

These past few days have been hectic. Lucky draw money reaching account late. 6 lecturers backing out since they having course and seminars etc. and the list goes on..

Today's Thursday. And the news just mentioned that we won the bid for Youth Olympic Games! YAY! Singapore's making history. And hooray to events students! ((: Ahh, just returned home from dear Faezah's house to get a few stuffs for tomorrow. She's a life-saver man. Mann, miss her damn loads la!

Today supposed to go to school. But was down with high fever. I don't think i can stay that long in the MRT to Dover. So, stayed at home, cut the wrapper to size and checked out the chocolates again. To my dismay, there was only 15 chocolate bars left on the shelf. I was like OMGOMGOMG. Not again.............

The aunty said i can take all of them. LOL. but i need about a 100 of them! So, talked to the manager and he said that i can come around 8pm to get them. He helping me to order. Yay, good service man hahha (:

Okay, so while waiting for 8pm to strike, cut the wrappers with Mum's help. God, she too is a life-saver. hahahas Just the right person to help me with.

Not much to say for now. Just nervous for tomorrow. The real day. Bleahzx. Hope everything will go on smoothly! Tura~

2008-02-16T21:23:00.000-08:00

Special mention: thnks for accompanying me thru the late nights!

Hey!

Friday had ADD Meeting. Been eons since i last stepped into school. uhh huh. Had meeting with the entertainment company, and by the looks of it,

*thumbs up!*

Okay, im starting to get the positive vibe about this event. Not a doubt in my mind, we can make things happen. Definitely. But, careful planning has to be done this second onwards.

Saturdays and Sundays. ADD ADD ADD ADD ADD. Couldnt sleep. Mum helped me alot though. yay~ she is so darn creative and forward-looking. Anihoos, got the cheque for hotel, lucky draw and deco. Gonna bank in the cheque tomorrow, and get the money by Wednesday to purchase everything.

Next monday to friday, its all set on ADD. lalala. Busy busy busy. Hope it's gonna turn out the way we envisioned it to be yea.

Btw, finance procedure is freakin troublesome!!!!

Okay tura =)

2008-02-14T06:15:00.000-08:00

Perfect. Couldn't ask for more.

Went to marketplace to buy turkey bacon and sausages for breakfast. Whipped up scrambled eggs too.

With soya sauce! haha Grabbed the remote control and got myself glued to the show 'Party Planner with David Tutera'. He's the best at this events thingy mann. Lovelies.

I love the chocx fountain and the water fall! It made such a dreamy effect with the pyrotechnics beaming from one side to the other. Nice

Today's been good. Really good. hah (:

Alas, i can now sleep in peace! No more weird nightmares. No more sleepless nights. Got a personalised bolster from the other half. Aww, too bad he got his fingers pricked a few times. Hah

Tomorrow's the day we gonna meet the events entertainment company. Kinda geared up for it. ADD is in 8 days, but i think we can do it. With quality this time. Im sure we can =)

2008-02-12T22:35:00.000-08:00

Wednesday. Today! Haha. Finally. So tiring to write 4 posts at one shot.

Woke up, sooo geared up to go to school to have that cheque given to the hotel. And!! Guess wat? Aishah said she cudn't come to school today. So i'll have to do it on Friday instead. Well, in a way dats good news la. The cheque's ready, I'm able to get more sleep from my restless night yesterday due to the nose block.

Ate breakfast and watched tv. Sis called in sick today and she's at home too. Planning to get my room cleaned up by tonight. And, i still forget tomorrow's Valentine's Day! dots..

TO all: Happie V' Day! ((=

Should i go get a job? HAHA, wat a random question

Tura!

2008-02-12T22:16:00.000-08:00

Tuesday. Which is yesterday. let's see. Went to Grand Cophthorne with Rege and Wei Lin to choose the colours for table cloth plus the centrepiece. The in-charge, Eddie Ooi, is a nice dude la. And we confirmed on the layout plan too. The place where our ADD is going to be held, is cosy.

yeah.

But, i personally don't like the colour of the lightings, haha. it's abit too hmm, old-fashioned. haha

And, we figured that it's hard to decorate the place. The only things we can use is blue tack. Since sticky tape will cause the paint on the wall to come off. We don't wanna have to fork out moeny to get those fixed, don't we? Hah. Ahh. ADD is so near. bleahx. The thought of it scares me.

Went home after that since ain't feeling that good. The others went to go shop for shoes. haha. Dropped by grandma's place. i missed her so!! When i arrived, mum was about to leave. Haiyoo. I guess i will have to drop by again. i miss grandma badly.

Went online, chat. yup. Zulr also came to talk. He didn't know anithing about the sexy ass. Haha. No wonder he didn't disturb me that day, phew! Quack.

Tomorrow seems like a good day to just be at home. Resting. Fever's coming again. But, Aishah said i need to come school to get the cheque myself. Since im the interim treasurer now. Wa, come at bad timing. Pasir Ris to Dover tomorrow. bleah, i feel sick.

2008-02-12T22:04:00.000-08:00

Hi again.

Monday. Practically lazed at home and watched 4 movies in a row. MIO saved me when they added in 7 more new movies. Oh btw, this MIO thingy, my family got it FOC. Its like a trial run for 3 apartments per block to have a go at it. So, we are able to use it at no charge for 6 months.

And of cause, main purpose is to help publicise the fact that MIO is good bla3. Nothing comes for free la, but it's still a win-win situation. haha i just like the movies. you can play, pause and stop it anytime you want. There's like 26 movies to choose from too, until ur too spoilt for choice. And its such a breeze when unexpected people come and u don't know what to entertain them with. So in a way, MIO is good since it let us be in control.

Hokay! Enough of MIO already. Don't blame me for not publising MIO for u guys. haha =)

Aniway. Too much TV gives me the headache. Haha. Couch potato for the day.

2008-02-12T21:34:00.000-08:00

Current status: 60% happy, 30% bored, 10% stressed

Aitey. Haven been updating for a couple of days now.

Sunday was a super hot day, and i was sick. Wat a bad combination. Feeling bleaghxzxxz throughout. Went to meet the other half at two pm to go to PERSISI to watch the game. Took 9 and boy, was it a long ride. haha.

It's the first time the other half actually witnessed the art of Silat. But, this competition is damn draggy can. dots. Even i got bored after a while. Oh, and Singapore won quite a number of Golds. yay us. haha overall, quite okay la the performance. Was about to go off, wen i saw Ayul and my CC mates. HAHA. Ayul is forever with his PsP (:

Went off about 5+ We slacked at the stadium awhile and kacau one of the makciks who were jogging. Tsk3. The wind was strong there.

Went to Bedok Central place thingy to draw out money. And ate at the coffeeshop. We made a new friend too! Apparently, an old woman sitting the same table at us got bored, and started talking. One of the malay dudes were like grinning when the woman just can't stop talking. And looking at our failed attempts to eat, while ignoring her. hahaha he looked very familiar though.

Got himsef an icy mocha drink and soy milk for me at Mr Bean. Stayed awhile to watch the kids playing the motorised car, the one where u pay $2 for a 5 mins ride. yupp dats the one.

17 came, but it wasnt a double decker. went to the other side to take 9, but its taking ages to arrive. 17 came again, and luck wasnt on our side. But, it was a good ride after all. Oh, fake fingernails with so many gems on it is just a complete turn-off. Don't over it girls.

We managed to bring ourselves up to the roof and watch the stars. Too bad, there is no orion at sight that night. But still, Yay! wat a good end to a long day. (:

Oh btw, go chew on gum when you are cutting onions. It'll help you not to cry.

2008-02-09T06:26:00.000-08:00

Feeling worn out now.

Today’s a really whee-ird day. Woke up earlier than usual. And that never happen when it comes to holidays. Main agenda; to spring clean the house. It was lotsa fun cleaning up after old possessions. Came across a few junkstufs and got me thinking about how fortunate I am to have so many stuffs. Really man. Oh, and mum allocated me a task to find an organization to donate all our stuffs. LOL.

Well, life can’t always be bright and happy right? Something unpleasant will definitely be bound to happen any minute. And, I was right. But! Both parties came to ‘okay’ terms by the end of the day. Phew, almost teared when I thought I’m gonna lose someone close to me.

The thing is, it is freaking hard for u two to resolve your issues with one another. U guys don’t listen to each other and do not understand one another’s differences. When fire comes in contact with fire, nothing happens. Hope the loggerhead-ings gonna end soon.

After all that commotion, still went for training at CC. It was so fun, and tiring. But mostly fun (: Glad I went ahead to train. Too much tension already in there. And, I really miss my CC mates truckloads! Btw, today marks the start of the mild-intensive training. Instructor drilled us and he tested our physical abilities. It was a really crazy training I tell you. And I got hit badly 2 times, bleahx. The last stretch of our training; Instructor initiated the freestyle sparring. It’s like you have to protect yourself from danger while 4-6 people will continuously try to bash you up. All in all, a good workout really works wonder when you are having a taxing day.

Instructor expected me to help him out for the night class again. But, promised mum to be home early. She was surprised I came home on time. Hah. Ate dinner and practically dragged my ass to the toilet to have a nice, long shower.

Today, I was greeted with unexpected people smsing to my number. For starters, Muhd really gave me a nice surprise in the morning. Haha it’s been ages since we last seen each other. Having responsibilities at home, he had to stop training with us. That is just so sad la. Even so, he still can manage work and studies well. Applauds to him..

Zhafir smsed to ask if i was involved in the silat competition. the news can really spread messages real fast huh. haha wonder how he looks like now.

Oh, Ayul texted in too. LOL. Speaking of which, the Womens’ International Open was aired on the news just now. It was so cool man. And Fiona spoke in the news, haha. She is like so talented la, and had already achieved great things despite her age.

Well, planned to stop by PERSISI tomorrow to support the girls. U can do it! Go team Singapore! (:

2008-02-08T06:36:00.000-08:00

Today started off as..

A "wtf" in the mornin

"i thought this and that". but yeah, life has a way of turning things around during the last minute. Called in to straighten up stuffs. Nures texted in to wish hapie 4mths, haha. aww. AND! My long-awaited sleepover with Ama and Aishah has been postponed to the following week due to unforeseen circumstances, bohoo~

NEXT!

Aniway, had a sudden urge to swim. And guess what, the Tamp Swimming Complex is freakin packed with other-races-than-chinese. Been ages since i stepped foot at Tampines, our usual sec sch hang-out spot.

Malay dudes are acting like assholes again. Being clad in track pants and a normal shirt, (NOT showing any cleavage or sexy ass, mind you), they still don't wanna waste any chances getting to know you. Wth. Okay, so reached the swimming pool, and im greeted with like an army of buffolos. Got changed, and overheard a couple of Makciks talking about how packed the swimming pool is today. Lols.

Saw Eminot's clique in the pool too. There were like 6 of them. While waiting for the other half to come, Raihanah texted in. She asked me to go online, but i was outside. Sadded, wonder whats up. The swim was good. I shall not go into details, heh. And i can piggyback you! (: How i wished Raihanah can tag along, bleahx.

Btw, the tanning area is a very good spot to just relax, and breathe! hah. And, we saw a China woman! LOL. She was so busy on her tellyfone.

7.30pm. Decided to wash up and eat dinner. Cravin for chicken, so headed down to KFC. Again, it was freakiing packed. And there is a looooong queue in front of us, sheesh. Oh, a small chinese girl got stuck in the tiolet coz she don't know how to open the door. haha and i saw Taufiq Lee! my cousin beside my mums. He looked different. And surprisingly, he recognised the other half. hah

Went to take 3, and again we saw a few of Eminot's clique. They were taking the same bus as us. Ahh. today, came across a few disabled people begging for money. Saddens me to see them in such a state. And a woman just came and passed them a hongbao. aww.

I saw some guy in yellow tudung today. and suprisingly, he looked good in it. hahahahahahaha. Being a happie girl, walked towards my front doorsteps and opened the gate. I felt something weird. Im wearing the wrong slippers! hahaha damn cute la~ how could i not feel the other half's slippers which is so big and over-sized. tsktsktsk.

Cheers to the Legendary Ass!! He got appointed to be the Vice-Chairperson of SD FOC & FOP. Wa jia lat laa, confirm busy like hell already. yay, now both busy. bleahxzx..bagus la tu.

Happie 4 monthsary sexy ass! (as what Amir said)

And happie THREE YEAR ANNI to darling Nures and Faroq! Aww..

Stop looking at my ass la, ass!

PS: My mum is such a dear today. She went to steam the kacang putih i've been craving for, and her chicken wings are so awesome!!

2008-02-06T20:09:00.000-08:00

Okay hi back again.

Apparently have not been blogging for a few days. sooo bear with me now. hah

5th February 2008

Had 3 meetings back2back from 11am - 5pm.

For the first meeting, we figured that we are short of time to get the money from students to do a cheque request to pay for the deposit of the hotel. Sounds damn long and confusing right. yea i think so too. Ms Cynthia aka Ms problem-solver aka "i've been working for 8 years now" is not in on that day. So, dat spelt problem for us. Bleahx and its 15 more days to the ADD. wooo~

Okehh, next meeting is the BE MC Meeting. My god, its soo touching and sad i think everybody teared silently. We did a final round of debriefing of all the events that we are involved in. And everybody has their own moment to say a few words on what they think of the MC and the progress we made and all. Past events made me think of how happie we were even though everything don't go our way coz of SAA, finance etc. It really showed the BE spirit in us, especially during the Talentime and Sports Fiesta. Every individual is different, yet, we were able to work with each other and best yet, enjoy each other's company and forge strong bonds. Its a wonder how we can make total strangers work well with 1 another and actually be able to be good friends the next moment.

Last meeting is the Pioneers Meeting. And that's when i FINALLY got to meet darling Nures and Putri! OMGOMGOMG. And i was super shocked when Nures spun me ard and ard. Whoa! Can die siaaa, my tudung almost came off. wahahahahaha~ Oh and yea, Putri is not fat la, please! Ape jee tau korang nie. hah.

Nures & Putri; past photo of us (:

ok ya, back to meeting. This meeting is so far the SHORTEST Pioneers meeting i've ever attended. I'm sure others will agree with me too. A paper is being passed around to write names for those who are still willing to contribute in BE Club. Looking at the rate of it, I'd really applaud these people for having to spend time sincerely just for BE Club. Darn, i'm sure gonna miss Farhan alot. Being under him for a year, i've definitely learnt a lot. Thnks senior (:

Oh, and good luck being in NS, soon-to-be botak. nyahah.

The only guy in the pic; Muhd Farhan Bin Shamsuddin (:

After that, went outta school and hanged out with Nures and Putri. Went to Bugis to go eat at Tong Seng since Nures haven't been there before. Oh, and Amir tagged along too, but was late since he haven't washed up yet. wahaha. =P As per usual, coaxed Nures to try the Fish Soup since its the bestest one everrr. hahaa, oh yess, and there were so many MALAY people coming in the cofeeshop even though the food is soo chinesey.. Hmm weird huh. Talking about weird, so many coincidental stuffs happened. First was seeing Put's sec sch fren. Then Shazrul and gf came along too. Followed by Nures's related friend-cuz thingy who sat directly beside me on my right. right? haha The uncle at the shop soo friendly mann. hah

And i didnt know Putri can take in alot of chillis. haha not bad not bad.. Wait, the coincidence part didn't end just yet. As we were about to make our way to Faroq aka Nures bf's workplace, we so had to bumped into Putri's GEMS mates which she has been trying to avoid. Haha. sadded mann. Okay, so reached One Fullerton area there and sat down at Starbucks.

Choc Scone there are soooo superbly scrumptious. The Java Chips Frapuccino me and Putri bought were also not bad. Simply loved the whipped cream on top of it. Oreo cheesecake has always been the addiction to many. And Nures is so weird, can?! How can she not like OREO CHEESECAKE when she can consume so many dallops of cheese at one go? weird seyy! It is the SEX (as wat Nures always says) heh..

As soon as i went home, some asses called, just for fun. stupid prank calls. Go do it on other girls, not me. Noobshits.

By then, got all tired. Gave that sexy dude a ring and we talked abit. He was having a Night Chalet thingy under SD. And i had to call in the middle of all that fun. dorts. well, in the midst of talking, his contact lens dropped in the middle of the road, wth. Kesiann.. It was a good conversation we had there (:

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6th February 2008

Ohkayy, lets move on to 6th feb then. Well let's see.. Woke up, with a few smses waiting to be replied. One of them is from Faezah. Annnnnd! There is a gathering for 4C. Yesss arh, like finally. Ahh, and that's part of the reason why i didn't had the time to type my entry for yesterday, haha..

"Meet at Small Mac at 2pm". About 10 people turned up in such short notice. Woo~ Wanted dear Raihanah to tagged along but she had to accompany her mum to the market, wassteddd! Okay yeah, supposed to went out with the sexy ass today but since i got the msg, quickly called em' to see if he wanna tag along? And, suprisingly he don't mind. Well, initial plan was to be picked up at 1.30 but he said he cant make it during the last minute. So yea. Not bothering to look nice animore, just presentable will do. haha

Was about to take the MRT when i received a text message again, from him. Now, he can make it and he is on his way. lols.. Okay so, kinda nervous since its my first time going out with him with my other friends. yeah first time. haha and we saw so many people. A day of coincidence again? aniway, let's see who turned up. Faezah. Masita. Fadilah. Shiffa. Hidayat. Jamil. Rifyal. Zulraihan. Sharizal. Hafiz. K7. uhuh, wished Ainul, Nadiah, Lynn, Sheikha, Hafizah, and the rest would come. HAHA

QUACK.

Went all around to find a place to eat. And so many frigging shops are closed. It's like a warzone here mann. Believe it or not, even the Kopitiam is closed. Haiyo, last resort, Long Johns lorss. One hour later, we went in to the arcade to play pool. Waited for a while since its fully occupied. In the mean time, got our hands glued to Daytona, the car racing game. Much fun, especially when the girls are competing against each other. Fadilah got 1st! Woohoo! power sey, da boleh dapat license ahh. XP

The sexy ass and i played some bubble game, and the daytona thingy. Not forgetting the Air Hockey. Grr.. He is damn good i tell u. How can he be a natural skilled player at almost everything? Sheesh, the world is unfair.

And finally, the pool table is ours to play. We played it in team style. i didn't know bestie was so good at it. Ahh, and the turning point starts when he said, "Ala, jangan takut dengan Shiffa la. Dia takde pape". Started roaring my engines, and GOAL! not for the first time, but twice in a row, which got us to be the winning team. Yay us! LOL. At first, i was astonished that i could even get the 2nd last ball in the hole. Then, tension strikes when i'm left with the black ball. And i got the ball in the right whole without much problem. Thanks to my bestest team partner, the sexy ass.

After $9.60 worth of pooling, we went to T3. Terminal 3 la gundu. It is so glassy? LOL. wat a word. Ans shiny and clean. Haha! Wat u expect, Singapore ma.. Went BK to eat. The Hershey choc sundae pie is the best. If im not wrong we bought 4 of it. Lol. even the sexy ass got a fair share of it. haha went to Watson's to buy lip balm since the lip's cracking like toot.

The viewing Hall is cool. The chair is cool. Its black. It's the IN colour. haha (:

Okay, said adios to my lovely sec sch mates at 9++pm? And went home taking 53. Was feeling all tired and nauseous suddenly. The first thing on my mind is sleeping. im shagged la seyy!

I miss you guys already! 4C is forever the best la.. Oh, and thnks for acompanying me today. It was totally fun with you around. (:

Hmmm, i still wonder, isn't there such thing as a word limit to blog entries? hahahahahaha.

I love things that are slim. Random.

Below are some of the shots taken by us. Chao!

2008-02-03T07:46:00.000-08:00

Its 11.50pm and i'm still awake. Wide awake. Agenda for tomorrow? 3 meetings in a row. SO much for saying its time to celebrate. Lawls.

10.30am: ADD Meeting
1pm: Main Committee Meeting
2.30pm: Sub-committee Meeting

Well honestly, im excited for tomorrow. Since the MC Meeting might as well be the LAST OFFICIAL BE Club meeting of my life, provided me not continuing my post for the next academic year. Hmm, i'd so love to continue my post, i really do. But with the current commitments, its too overloaded mann. Gonna give some deep thinking over the holidays, trust me.

My Second Family - BE Club

Yesterday, instructor told us wats on his mind, his goals and his aims. Got me thinking on ALOT of stuffs. Mann, he can be damn good at inspiring his students. haha tho he can be a lil hard on us sumtyms, he's still human (: Ohh, yesterday not many people turned up for training, and thats VERY surprising. HAHA but great fun actually. Went to a nearby place and we literally tried all the fitness stations. Wooo, the last part was the awesomest! We sprinted like mad dogs, and i loved every second of it.

SP Silat. PREACC Silat. BE Club. SPAC2GO. Family. Friends. and the list goes on.. Well, it may seem like a whole lotta commitments for a 17 year old girl, which i also think it is. But with someone guiding u through every mile of it. Everything seems a whole lot better (:

Oh ya, to that Eminot of mine, HOLD ON. u can do it, trust me. (:

Cheerios people.